Sunday, September 11, 2011 9/11/2011 11:03:00 PM
The month of september really is long and tiring. Now i know why they say 'wake me up when september ends'. Everynight before i sleep i pray that tomorrow will be a better day.
I may get upset, you say im sensitive. But i gotta admit. Im just jealous of you. Pretty, smart, rich and rich parents, endless suitors queuing up. Ur sea of friends is never ending. And what do i have? Plain looking, suck at math, poor and still have to support my parents, the guy i love hates me. And u are my only friend.
When im heartbroken, u tell me that i can talk to u. But have you realise that when we go out, we do the things that you like. Im those 'anything lor' type. Partly because im fine with doing things that you like, but also because i know you wont do the things i like. So i dont bother saying.
Not everyone can be as happy or strong or insensitive as you are. I dont think like you and i most certainly dont have a life like you. There are so many things that you dont know and you dont observe.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, September 6, 2011 9/06/2011 11:26:00 PM
3rd week of school and i decided to end this relationship. ):
It hurts but at least it seems like the right thing to do. My heart wants to be with you but my mind is telling me tt you are better off without me. All the while I eat shit breathe sleep also think about you.
I know you are not sad, not heartbroken but im sorry for all the trouble that ive caused you. You wanted a relationship but i gave you more problems. I cant tell you what, and i cant explain either.
I guess it was naive for me to think that you will sense something is wrong, but you let go so quickly. And what does that mean? Guess im the only one needing this relationship.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle