Friday, July 22, 2011 7/22/2011 12:32:00 AM
Nights like this make me feel lonely.
I think when a relationship grows older, it will eventually reach a point when love and habit strikes a balance. and habits may not be a bad thing either. and i got a habit of falling asleep when my bf is beside me. when he's not around, its so difficult to fall asleep.
not sure if its because im afraid of being alone. but knowing that he is beside me, hearing him snore, feeling his presence, i feel safe enough to even turn off the light.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, July 12, 2011 7/12/2011 07:16:00 PM
time to spend time here again. i wasnt too busy to blog, just nth to talk about i guess. and if i try to find a random topic, most likely i will write a whole lot of shit and go out of point. so im just gonna record my boring life here.
i started working at arena since 29 june and will continue working on wed, fri and sat. alot of people think that i work at club is because im a clubber. it just shows that they are very shallow and they dont understand the reason why i choose to work in this environment. this kind of people i dont need them to understand also. those that understand why i work wont even ask me or think that im working because im a clubber.
anyway, so far im enjoying the work there, ya i need to stand for long hours and the lack of sleep, etc, etc. again, people who understand me know i dont work for money, i work for environment. and thick skin abit, i think i learn quite fast also.
i think it was friday that i watch transformers with bf, dy and his small brother. the movie wasnt so bad, but its not my favourite either. then sunday supposed to go play the wii games at ehub but bf didnt bother booking a room so they told us there wasnt anymore space so went home and watch AVP. and it turns out that AVP wasnt even scary. just a group of monsters fighting only. and i may have watched AVP2 without even remembering.
and monday night stayover at bf house and watch xmen first class. its quite boring, not as exciting as xmen 1 2 and 3. first class was more of a history class. and maybe too many mutants involved.
today apply for bank loan from OCBC. why i choose OCBC? not because of interest rates (its rate are higher than others) not because of its flexibility (RHB Bank also have it) but because they can loan up to 8 times of monthly pay and other banks usually only up to 6 times and OCBC opposite my house only.
today i look at my dad and saw how old he is. maybe its time to forgive him.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle