Wednesday, June 22, 2011 6/22/2011 12:07:00 PM
a little update on my life,
last sat went to the jurong bird park on a double date with me, bf, chuqiao and bf. im lazy to post any photos here and im still considering whether to upload in on fb at all. maybe just post some human faces beccause the birds were all hiding that day.
at night went to this bar/pub place at raffles. its called 1altitude and its on the 62nd level so the sight was pretty nice. went with bf and his friends and found out that benjamin was afraid of heights! a big guy can have his soft spot too. it was nice mingling with other gfs there. sharon is now a little less judgmental.
next day, sunday morning. went to zoo with ann and chuqiao. since they say they will be late so i purposely took my own sweet time and was even later. i think the zoo is undergoing some renovation so i didnt get to see the polar bears. the whole day was a bad day. i know people said that friends shouldnt go out in threes. because somebody will be left out. i just assumed it wouldnt happen to us because we knew each other for so long. but when it happened, i didnt know what to do. keep following them and try to act like im close to them? if i do all the acting then im just another fake person. so i chose to walk alone. if they forget me then too bad for me i guess. afterall, people always think im this strong girl that will be fine on her own. so they think its ok and just let me be independent.
someday, i hope to find a friend that really understand me.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle