Friday, June 24, 2011 6/24/2011 05:16:00 PM
I thought I would regret my decision. But no, I feel more relieved. Like I dont need to put on a smile so people will not think that im emoing. I dont have to act high so that people notice my presence. Its the time when i dont feel like myself that i feel alone with a big group of people. But the feeling of being alone but not feeling alone is so much better.
All the while, most of my so called friends think that im very independent, think that im someone who can handle everything. Can i still call these people my friends when I very clearly know that they never understood what kind of person I am? And if im feeling quiet that day they all say i emo. I dont deserve some quiet time on my own? And when im happy and is a bit more chatty nobody ever listens to what i say. Sentences that i say out are ignored.
You people make me feel like mulan. Forcing me to be somebody im not. Maybe thats why Reflection is my favourite song.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle