Monday, May 30, 2011 5/30/2011 03:36:00 PM
Why is it that everytime i introduce a friend to another friend, they end up being close and forget all about me? In the end, they hang out, they talk to each other but not to me.
Since the time I could remember, I'm always in someone's shadow. Hiding behind a friend that is cool, popular, someone that everyone likes. And they remember me as "X's" friend.
Are all these Xs in my life still considered as friends? Or i just havent found the one friend that people will remember as 2 individuals that are cool and 2 good friends?
~ you're everything I need Friday, May 27, 2011 5/27/2011 10:28:00 PM
Is this the best or the worst birthday? Its up to you to decide.
Early in the morning, quarrel with bf over small matters.
Still rush to sp but waited outside until he is done because i refuse to forgive him.
When we took pictures, it seems so easy to just stand beside each other and smile like nothing is wrong.
After that took train to tampines. The train was packed with no free seats.
At aljunied, i was feeling sick and giddy so we went outside to sit on the bench.
And i threw up in his sp paper bag.
He held my hand tight and i can feel the warm from his hands making me abit better.
He piggyback me to the staffroom to rest.
I took 2 panadol but threw up again. Most likely due to empty stomach.
We took a cab home and i fell asleep beside him until it was time for dinner.
~ you're everything I need Thursday, May 26, 2011 5/26/2011 12:36:00 AM
Nothing much is happening in my life. I even chose not to go for my graduation ceremony. Besides getting evidence to tell the world that you graduation and is qualified for a job, its just photo taking session with your friends. Since most of the law students were 'hi-bye' friends, I didnt see the point in waking up early for 1 minute of walking down to stage and get a piece of paper. So I was home alone watching Glee season 2 the whole day. I thought I was anti social or something. But I didnt feel lonely. I was texting in between the videos and for once, I actually felt happy. In fact, if I force myself to go to school, I would be lonely sitting around people who werent my friends.
~ you're everything I need Monday, May 16, 2011 5/16/2011 10:57:00 PM
I am officially a tuition teacher! Just ended my first lesson at 9, tomorrow going back to teach her brother. Teaching is really not easy, its not about solving problems, its making sure the student understands. And when the kid is too young, she dont understand but she still say yes to everything.
~ you're everything I need Sunday, May 8, 2011 5/08/2011 10:10:00 PM
Its Mothers' Day again and also my last day of training.
To be honest, I dont quite like the idea of mothers day. Not that I dont like my mum, just that, why must you only celebrate mothers day once a year? So many people just bring their mum for an expensive dinner or buy some expensive present and give it to their mum and say "Happy Mother's Day". Then what about the rest of the year? Your mum dont wash clothes, clean the house, go shopping for house items so that you can get away with spending money on her for a day.
If you really love your mum, who needs mothers day to remind us. Seriously. Yes, I didnt treat her to dinner at a restaurant or use money to get her something. Instead, I use my time to give her massages when she complains of backache, I bake with her, I go shopping and be her fashion consultant, I watch tv dramas with her. And I talk to her. So much better than a dinner.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle