Wednesday, February 2, 2011 2/02/2011 09:07:00 PM
went out for last minute shopping with ann and found this cute pair of heels that is perfect for valentine but now, i'm not sure i have a date anymore. i guess this is what people refer to as 'mutual break up' or something. i don't know whether we will get back together, but i'm not crying about it or feeling suicidal anymore. the thing is, i cant stand it when you make me feel stupid. when you say i don't know how to think, so does it mean that you know how to think? if you know then why did you post certain things on fb to your friends? even though it was a private thing and you never expected me to see, but what would your friends think? would they think the same and know that you were just joking? or would they think that you weren't serious about me so you are feel to think about someone else? more importantly, what were you thinking? were you just trying to make it sound like a funny thing or did you really mean what you say? and of course you told me it was just a joke, but seriously, if you start joking about us, how many more jokes are gonna follow behind?
i don't know the way guys think or how other girls would respond to the same situation. but you of all people should know that i'm sensitive about such jokes and that i wouldn't joke about the same thing about you. you of all people should know i'm insecured and you should know what to do to make me more secured right? and you of all people disappointed me again and again. and secretly, i envy those couples that can go 'i miss you' whole day long on fb or on test messages. at least they voice out how they feel. i can't even say these feelings out without feeling awkward because you don't miss me.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle