Thursday, February 24, 2011 2/24/2011 10:41:00 PM
sometimes when things make me angry, i cancel and change the plans which i will end up regretting later when i calm down. but if i don't act according to my emotions, i end up sticking to my plan and doing things half heartedly with a black face.
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, February 23, 2011 2/23/2011 12:05:00 AM
i don't believe that there isn't a guy in this world that stays away from porn, smoking, drugs and tattoo as well as keeping his eyes away from another female's face, boobs, butt and another other body parts if he truly loves the girl.
if he loves the girl, why would he even need porn, drugs to keep him feeling high and body art to look 'cool' and staring at some hot passer-by?
and if he doesn't love the girl enough to stay away from all these, then stay away from that girl before she gets hurt. (:
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, February 15, 2011 2/15/2011 01:06:00 AM
i really enjoyed all the dinner or lunch with jackie. now that i feel that my health is getting lousier with my stomach hurting me who knows when i can really enjoy good food without my tummy complaining. have to learn how to take care of myself especially when jackie going in ns after graduation. hope tomorrow night i can fall asleep without nightmares.
~ you're everything I need Monday, February 14, 2011 2/14/2011 12:40:00 AM
had valentine's day celebrate today with jackie. apart from the choice of movie and the cats in the bar we went to, everything was fine. but the movie really sort of woke me up. 1. the scary scenes. and thats why im still awake. because when i close my eyes and try to sleep, i just seem to either hear voices or have weird images.
2. the meaning of the movie. that is also why im awake. because it reminded me of how far i have drifted from God and all the things that i do in the past are wrong. a mistake. so much i have to change.
~ you're everything I need Friday, February 11, 2011 2/11/2011 11:49:00 PM
should have just gone to school. see doctor for mc and still gave me 4 pills and 1 cough syrup and it turns out that my throat thingy was swollen. the bill was $45. im not going to that doctor again.
~ you're everything I need 2/11/2011 12:12:00 AM
had law games soccer today. badminton was supposed to be held on monday. but was cancelled as it was a failure. and i think 'failure' is underrated. at least the soccer wasnt so bad. still got teams to play and of course the year 3s won. zai fell over the barrier thing twice and wasi score a goal, in their teams goal. (:
Happy 1 Year Anniversary love (: i wonder what presents im getting on sunday. lucky still got 2 more weekends to spend with you. like real dating, not just go eat dinner at tampines then go home type of date. then after that is exams then chiong work all the way then hopefully got a graduation trip to go to. please save up!
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, February 9, 2011 2/09/2011 11:13:00 PM
Today is worse than a bad day. Bf spoil my mood in the morning. Tutor for ip spoil my day. Prudential deduct money from me despite repeated requests to cancel my account. Late for meeting ann. Tummy ache from dinner. Bf phone make me angry. Bf disappoint me again.
Give me a reason to hold on please. Stop pushing me away.
If one more time a person keep checking their phone and busy messaging someone when they go out with me, im not going out with that person anymore. Because they obviously rather talk to other people other than hang out with me. Then go ahead. Dont ask me out ever. Had too much incidents when people rather be busy texting or talking to the phone to someone else when they are with me.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, February 8, 2011 2/08/2011 03:40:00 PM
ytd stayover again (:
i will never play cards with jackie unless im on a winning steak and its at my house. then i will absorb all the luck. and baby's arms getting fatter and nicer to lie on already.
~ you're everything I need Friday, February 4, 2011 2/04/2011 11:01:00 PM
i always preferred day 2 of cny to day 1. not because of the bigger and more ang baos. but the relatives from my mother's side are also better people. don't have bad habits like drinking or smoking or gambling. and we actually talk about other stuff then 'how old are you?' ok we still ask the children for there age. because there are so many of them. its impossible to remember their age when they just keep bursting out every year. and the adults talk about other stuff, more into understanding each other. not like the other side....
12 adults of 1st generation
23 cousins and spouse
14 + 1 baby of offsprings
= 1 couple with one random girl at background
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, February 2, 2011 2/02/2011 09:07:00 PM
went out for last minute shopping with ann and found this cute pair of heels that is perfect for valentine but now, i'm not sure i have a date anymore. i guess this is what people refer to as 'mutual break up' or something. i don't know whether we will get back together, but i'm not crying about it or feeling suicidal anymore. the thing is, i cant stand it when you make me feel stupid. when you say i don't know how to think, so does it mean that you know how to think? if you know then why did you post certain things on fb to your friends? even though it was a private thing and you never expected me to see, but what would your friends think? would they think the same and know that you were just joking? or would they think that you weren't serious about me so you are feel to think about someone else? more importantly, what were you thinking? were you just trying to make it sound like a funny thing or did you really mean what you say? and of course you told me it was just a joke, but seriously, if you start joking about us, how many more jokes are gonna follow behind?
i don't know the way guys think or how other girls would respond to the same situation. but you of all people should know that i'm sensitive about such jokes and that i wouldn't joke about the same thing about you. you of all people should know i'm insecured and you should know what to do to make me more secured right? and you of all people disappointed me again and again. and secretly, i envy those couples that can go 'i miss you' whole day long on fb or on test messages. at least they voice out how they feel. i can't even say these feelings out without feeling awkward because you don't miss me.
~ you're everything I need 2/02/2011 12:21:00 AM
i always like the smell of jackie. now that im stress and tired from projects. all the more i want to snuggle in with him and have him hugging me tightly.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle
