Monday, September 13, 2010 9/13/2010 11:44:00 PM
tomorrow i decided to force my ass out of the house to go ktv and take pictures. at least it beats slacking around at home and wasting time and wait for bf to finish his paper. i need to learn to stop waiting. not as if he will think about how good it is for me to hang around when he study or simply just think about me. even ann also want spend more time with me.
(ok, sharon. shut up. stop complaining!
but but... i online for 30 mins and he never notice)
i'm gonna try to ignore and avoid argument so i won't be upset anymore.
i'm not gonna pua stunt anymore. you can do it, so can i.
if you don't miss me, then i don't show it.
if you want to do selective reply, i also do the same.
if you want to inform me stuff in the last minute, then i will learn from you.
but will i be happy? because everytime i can't force myself to be like you.
~ you're everything I need