Thursday, September 30, 2010 9/30/2010 11:11:00 PM
Maybe its a good thing wendy told us not to anyhow blog or post stuff abt our workplace. If not i will just complain from day 1 till now.
I just thought that maybe i could use with alittle bit more respect. Even if im just an intern for 11 weeks. But i see the way you treat people, i guess it still reflects what kind of person you are. It shocks me to see that you are just as rude to other people, because i thought that maybe to you im an intern so no need be so nice to me. Anyway, i can see how you climb your way up, by sucking up.
I almost wanted to break down again, by the way im being treated. But as i walked home, i just felt a sudden urge to give money to this old auntie playing music at the side. I continue walking but decided to turn back as i didnt want to keep thinking about how i wll feel if i didnt give her $5. There wasnt a box asking for money, but i gave it to her anyway. Other people will think that im mad. Or waste money. But it made me realise that no matter how other people treat me, there is someone else worse. And if i am capable of making someone happy, why not? And after i walk away, i wasnt upset at all. Maybe its all in the head, but i even seem to walk faster with lighter steps.
I will keep hoping that someday, someone will do something simple to make my day a special day. I will try and stop asking or even expecting you to do anything. Afterall, i never really tell you what i wanted, i just assumed that you felt the same way. And when you never seem to think in the same way, i get upset. So what for i expect so much? I rather just not do anything and be happier.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle