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sharon, shi hui
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JAEL and AAR
27 may 1991
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this is like the worst day of work ever. have to work from morning till night. then get irriating customers like this si ginna.

si ginna - walk into pastamania telling everyone that its his birthday
me - erm... ok.... turn around
si ginna - went to counter
me - so i have to go take his order
si ginna - its my birthday
me - keep quiet
si ginna - can i have a carbonara
me - your pasta choice
si ginna - and a minestron soup
me - your pasta choice please
si ginna - take away, how much is that
me - told him the amount and just key spag for him
si ginna - its my birthday
me - i key in student price for you already, its 30% off
si ginna - oh good, i don't want minestron anymore, change to nachos. how much will that be
me - ok, change the order, told him the amount but don't dare key pay
si ginna - i don't want nachos, change to mango and banana smoothie
me - ok, that would be $$$
si ginna - ok, take away ah. i will come back and collect later
me - ok, take the money and quickly key in and give back the change
minutes later....
si ginna - IM BACK! IS MY ORDER READY???
me - yes! here you go! (: (need announce your arrival?)

at night, my finger got stuck in the door. ):

~ you're everything I need
is something wrong with me? then why am i not getting the attention i deserved?

before you were together with a guy, he always says he miss you and date you out.
and now that you are together, he just doesn't seem as attentive anymore.

and now i can't help being paranoid and think whether is there something wrong with me. like am i too fat? my hair's not nice enough? i'm not as pretty as someone you were with before? or not as sweet? and this morning i just thought that nobody can be better than me at being myself. i thought i was unique and nice in my own way. seems like you just can't see me as that way.

~ you're everything I need
how do i know when im thinking too much?

i can smell your perfume when im alone. can't sleep at night. and you never seem to think about me. i wonder whats in your head thats more important.

~ you're everything I need
Sharon says:
*what time u finish?
*tues u got sch?
*hello
*hello
*hello
*hello
*hello
*hello
*hello
*u love me
*u love me not
*u love me
*u love me not
*u love me
*u love me not
*u love me
*u love me not
*u love me
*u love me not
*u love me
Jackie says:
*ya
*why?
Sharon says:
*YES!!!!
*HAHA
Jackie says:
*??
*why?
Sharon says:
*i decide to type
*until u reply
*then see where i stop
*haha
Jackie says:
*oh
*u nth do ah
Sharon says:
*yes
Jackie says:
*go study ah
Sharon says:
*iam bored
Jackie says:
*study
Sharon says:
*okok
*i need to know u love me what
Jackie says:
*ok
*now u knowalr
Sharon says:
*okok
*i go study
*and imagine tt ur perfume smell is ard
Jackie says:
* ok
*haha
*talk later
Sharon says:
*yes boss

a short extract of our conversation while he was away at work. lucky he working at night, if not i sure complain say want go out and spend money. i doubt i will study today if my bf didn't keep reminding me to study.

and HE LOVES ME!!!!!!!!!

~ you're everything I need
blogger cock up!!! i type nice nice then error then everything gone.

work is my greatest nightmare. sometimes some people just don't want to help. and i poured mocha freeze all over my hand. lucky im quitting, no money but no more injuries also. now my leg pain, wrist pain, thumb also pain. decided not to talk about bf anymore. and after my exams must run and cycle in gym and swim in pool. must quick quick slim down before my sip starts. ):

~ you're everything I need
went rebel with bf yesterday night and it was fun, but i could do without the vomiting. at least i was still awake to see bf sleep on the floor. i think i shall keep all the funny stuff to myself because its tough to describe his funny actions. and i think i damn zai because i can still remove my contacts and change clothes before sleeping.

and now i have to be alone at home with bruises and leg cramps and no bf!

~ you're everything I need
went bugis with ann and she forgot about the pictures again!!!! she still keep saying that im the bimbo one. anyways, i got a new name - cheryllin by the coffee bean. i told them my name is sharon and on the receipt it was printed as cheryllin. and my bf is a pig. (:

~ you're everything I need
maybe i shouldn't keep expecting. because when i don't get things my way, i fall harder. and sometimes its nice when someone sweet talk to you. i know im 19 already and sweet talk can be just words that don't mean anything. but im still a girl. and its nice to know that someone out there took the effort to say nice things to you, especially if you are feeling down or looking messed up after working.

~ you're everything I need
i like it when you try to make my dreams come true. so start saving up and go on our trip in december and after we graduate. meanwhile i have to find another job and earn money. (:

~ you're everything I need
great, i get accused for husband-stealing and im still so nice. i kept quiet and let her scold while i cried loudly. if only you were there to hug me tightly and let me wipe my tears on your shirt.

i really don't know whats right and whats wrong anymore. no idea what to say and when to shut up. no clue to what to do and what not to do. maybe i shouldn't bother so much. since you obviously want me out.

~ you're everything I need
obviously your wants are more important than my happiness. then go ahead and spend $300 on jeans.

ann, he did not comment about my fb status. he never come my blog nvm. now he find it very difficult to just click a bit and go my fb and see my face?

~ you're everything I need
i wonder, are we ever going to go sentosa today?
will we have the chance to go bedok 85 and eat chicken wings?
when will you teach me how to cycle?
will you bring me to uss even though the ticket is expensive?
will we manage to go for grad trip?

so when you don't remember does it mean that its not important to you? and when i bring them up we just fight because you give the heck care attitude and say things like, okok tomorrow we go 85. but whats the point if you are not willing? if my happiness don't matter then i guess i don't matter as well.

~ you're everything I need
any last words? because i am giving up on trying to get your attention!

i rather be in self denial and say that you cant be bothered because i never put a tagboard on my blog. not because you can't be bothered to type and say something nice like all other bfs do!

~ you're everything I need
i think today i did great at being a nice girl. not about making pravin and co laugh at me. but i shown concern over someone who is not related to me. and when i got a thank you back, the warm warm feeling damn nice. (:

and maybe its true with people say that you can't judge a relationship by how long they have been together. because long r/s don't really mean much except for the anniversaries. its what they go through together and how they feel about each other. i guess i just want a simple r/s with you, one with drama or partying. no need to win the best-couple award also. because it seems like those award winning couples like fake one. maybe someday i might try writing the reasons why i love you.

~ you're everything I need
IM DAMN UPSET AND I REALLY WANT TO JUST PUNCH YOU SERIOUSLY!!!!!!

and no matter how upset or angry or righteous i may feel, i still lack the courage to be truthfully. its almost like a taboo to tell the bad news to the victim. because you get the blame for doing it.

who would dare to tell the teacher when you see your friend stealing something?
who would stand up and stop your classmates when they want to do a prank that may be life threatening to others?
who will tell the police when your friend got drunk and did a 'hit and run'?

i think 99% won't. because they are your friends. because you rather keep quiet when the victim may be the one that is suffering. and yes, sad to say, i choose to kept quiet as well. maybe it wasn't that person who committed the 'offence' who is at fault. the person who knew and still kept quiet due to peer pressure is the asshole.

~ you're everything I need
went swimming, play pool and chomp chomp with ann and chu qiao. if not for them i really don't know when i can eat these kind of food. because jackie always forget about what i feel like eating and where i wanna go. he also vanish from my blog also. last time tag at other girl's blog. where got bf don't spam gf's blog one? maybe when i disappear then he will realise that im gone.

i must start sudoku to be smarter!

~ you're everything I need
i can't help being angry. i don't want to be treat like a maid, like im the only person in the whole place. i am going to quit. and seriously, change your attitude! don't flare up before listening to the whole story. you gonna lose everyone you have now.

i just realised something. last time ah lians and ahbeng like to put their friendster names as xiiao long xiiao hui xiiao-don't know what. now in facebook is like ah shan and ah bee ah xiong. seriously, your real name not very nice??? so you only reveal one part of your chinese name?

~ you're everything I need
am gonna stayover today. i almost beat my bf in air hockey. and i won in car racing!!!!!!!! almost resorted to cheating but i didn't. and finally play badminton downstairs. my arms are aching!!!!! i want to play badminton every week now. (:

~ you're everything I need
i only worked for 2 days and my feet hurt like mad already, how to survive next week. how to survive high heels????? i really need a massage. anyways, i shouldn't have got a medicure, especially from century square. its already starting to chip off. so lousy. i read the classified ads today, most of the jobs need experience. then what about people like me???? be cleaners? i don't want. i want a nice paying job and i no need to wear uniform and can put make up and look pretty.

~ you're everything I need
i keep getting customers who don't know how to eat properly and people who act like they can't talk. you got a mouth and a voice then use it properly can? it really helps us ALOT! you don't just stand and stare at me and expect me to know what you want.

and i still have to serve with a bad tummy ache. its like internal warfare. ok legs cramped up and very tired. off to bed!

~ you're everything I need
i finally did medi and pedi today!!!! i like it when my nails look like sweets.

~ you're everything I need
i like national day because my pay would be 1.5 times. and i can still get to watch fireworks. (:

and if money is so important, then didn't you say so earlier? you could have just told me to use my own money. never mine, from now on, i will save your money.

~ you're everything I need
the whole bunch of us went over to chu qiao's place for housewarming. miss the whole lot of them. thankfully jocelyn say want open chalet during december. then can celebrate xmas and celebrate end of sip as well. i want a picnic too. (:

~ you're everything I need
THE CAMP SUCKS! I DON'T LIKE!!!!

ok, the games = damn fun and sadistic

the people = damn slack and pour cold water.

seriously, you don't want come then don't come la! just say you sick, want to faint, fall down or make some bloody excuse. i don't want to see your stupid face and saying 'welfare, welfare, lets go (:' GO YOUR HEAD! and you so bloody selfish and only know how to bother about stomach and forgot about the rest. and you have to just try to sabotage the whole thing just because you don't like camps. thank God you went to slack when we had fun. camp is over, time to bitch???? UUHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone is not nice except for me. and some girls just like to make themselves look like sluts with 100 piercings and many many make up and little little cloth. (:

~ you're everything I need
this is like the longest tuesday ever. at least i did a bit of MLOCT. mr chia, do you really have to dump so much work on us? and fail half the cohort? and stupid paint, word doc, .jpg format. everything is so annoying.

~ you're everything I need
im glad that things always turn out better in the morning. and even if im the one who always think too much. it doesnt matter anymore. so long as you are around.


~ you're everything I need
love is a simple word that even geniuses might not know the truth meaning of it. and tonight, the simple minded me finally understood. it is so much more than diamond rings and candle lit dinner. like the word 'love' it is just really simple actions done one at a time. so what is going to happen to me because i really love you and you found out that what you felt wasn't the same? because it appears that what you put on msn is telling me that you don't want to work things out anymore.

i'm a stubborn girl, i don't want another guy. and i never needed someone so badly before. im insecured and i need you to hold me and tell me things will be ok. but now, your actions are telling me you want to be alone?

~ you're everything I need
this is the worst day of my life. ever.

i had to work at harbourfront with high amount of weird customers today. with customers till 10.30pm. and my bf had to plant a huge bomb on me after that. in the afternoon i already kept thinking. who or what is more important? the living or the dead? i know i may be making a big fuss about the date. but what is the point of doing stuff that we are supposed to be doing on the anniversary on another date? fine, then i won't have to prepare anymore.

~ you're everything I need