Tuesday, July 27, 2010 7/27/2010 10:37:00 PM
school is getting boring. and my books seem to finish really quickly as well. and my bf can't get the motivation to find 10 minutes to watch me eat my dinner before i go home. maybe when i starve until skin and bones and weigh 40kg then he will want to watch me eat dinner everyday. do i really have to be some independent women who can take care of herself? because i don't want to be that kind of girl, because if im damn independent then need bf for what? i don't care, when im sick, im a VIP, when im pms-ing and having my period, im a PRINCESS!
i realise every post like about my bf, like i got no life anymore. everyday is school, lunch, ilaw to fb, dinner with bf. i really want sip to start. even if i get scolding everyday. at least i learn something new everyday and it keeps it from fb-ing. and during MLOCT, my tutor caught me playing bejeweled. but its not really my fault. he was supposed to open computer 6. not computer 8. i got a shock when i couldn't move my mouse. anyway, i don't like tuesdays because got meeting for law inc. but i guess even if i were to choose again, i will still join. but i don't like staying so late for meetings. the corridor like so scary and we still have to plan night walk stuff. all the stories about ghosts, little girls, old women are scaring me even with 10 people inside the room. i almost wanted to ask bf to come fetch me in school even though i know he won't step in the school just because im scared. most probably he will go 'aiya, nothing one la. so many people with you scared what? you also never do anything wrong. i at home lazy to come out. later i going eat with friend.' if only he scared of ghosts then i not scared. if he ever ask me accompany him at night or what see what i will do to him. confirm scare him first then send him home.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle