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sharon, shi hui
child of God
JAEL and AAR
27 may 1991
nineteen
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i had cramps from stomach to leg the whole day. i really want to sleep. i don't want bejeweled battle with bf anymore. good night (:

~ you're everything I need
i think im really fed up with work. everytime i work i try to make myself enjoy the 7 hours there. but i really got to learn how to stop pleasing people. then who is willing to please me and make me happy? my bf is like thinking maybe he shouldn't be so nice, all my girl friends seem to have their bf to please. do i really have to talk to my teddy bear?

then again, my teddy isn't the one who is going to hold me tight. its always my baby. maybe i should try it on later when i stayover at his place. since i want to celebrate belated birthday, might as well make him give me a present also.

~ you're everything I need
i baked specially just to finish up the chocolate chips that were gonna expire by this month. so the chocolate cupcakes were super chocolatey now. and im still thinking about my idea for 6th month surprise. but what if it melts too quickly??? because all the pictures make it like damn nice and appetizing. and i don't feel like going for lecture tomorrow. im turning into another lazy bum like my bf.

~ you're everything I need
school is getting boring. and my books seem to finish really quickly as well. and my bf can't get the motivation to find 10 minutes to watch me eat my dinner before i go home. maybe when i starve until skin and bones and weigh 40kg then he will want to watch me eat dinner everyday. do i really have to be some independent women who can take care of herself? because i don't want to be that kind of girl, because if im damn independent then need bf for what? i don't care, when im sick, im a VIP, when im pms-ing and having my period, im a PRINCESS!

i realise every post like about my bf, like i got no life anymore. everyday is school, lunch, ilaw to fb, dinner with bf. i really want sip to start. even if i get scolding everyday. at least i learn something new everyday and it keeps it from fb-ing. and during MLOCT, my tutor caught me playing bejeweled. but its not really my fault. he was supposed to open computer 6. not computer 8. i got a shock when i couldn't move my mouse. anyway, i don't like tuesdays because got meeting for law inc. but i guess even if i were to choose again, i will still join. but i don't like staying so late for meetings. the corridor like so scary and we still have to plan night walk stuff. all the stories about ghosts, little girls, old women are scaring me even with 10 people inside the room. i almost wanted to ask bf to come fetch me in school even though i know he won't step in the school just because im scared. most probably he will go 'aiya, nothing one la. so many people with you scared what? you also never do anything wrong. i at home lazy to come out. later i going eat with friend.' if only he scared of ghosts then i not scared. if he ever ask me accompany him at night or what see what i will do to him. confirm scare him first then send him home.

~ you're everything I need
why do i get into accidents so easily? why can't i be those high class like girls who always have nice hair when there is strong wind? why am i forever getting injured? why my bf don't want to wrap me in his arms and protect me from injuries?

~ you're everything I need
i don't like morning lessons. it makes me oversleep and when i oversleep i rush and when i rush i have a higher tenancy of falling and when i fall i injure myself and when i injure myself these injuries include places like head, neck, shoulder, hip, knee and ankle and when i injured these places i tend to have a headache or feel giddy also and when i feel giddy my bf usually will visit me after school and when he visits me i get to smell his perfume smell and when i smell that i tend to feel better even with the headache.

i love making long sentences. (:

~ you're everything I need
most of the time. i wish i don't have a part time job so i can spend more time with my bf.

~ you're everything I need
i got a shock. seriously. mr daniel suddenly wanted to speak to me during class. i thought he was going to scold me or what. end up he asked me what happen to me. he actually expected my results to be better?????

i guess im getting tired of your behavior, especially when your bf is around. i don't have much patience anymore. to you, to everyone.

~ you're everything I need
major pms day for every one.

i was upset because mr chia was like a stupid bullet train that doesnt stop.
nadia was upset because she had to keep doing the adobe.
mr chia was upset until his hair like mad scientist.
i was upset during lecture because a bitch had to be whiny about small stuff right in front of me.

tomorrow will be better because baby got surprise for me (:
i just hope he knows the difference between surprise and shock.

and i feel like removing tagboard. afterall, nobody tags there anyway. its depressing to know that nobody bothers.

~ you're everything I need
ONE.MINUTE.GO

thanks to mr daniel yip, i had to wake up sooo early and go to school and sit in aircon room and freeze. its good to get things done. but what happens after that? i had to bejeweled from 10 plus am till 2 plus pm you know????? and school computers have no webcam to entertain myself. is it too late to ask my bf to transfer to tp? because if he can transfer, i have someone to eat lunch with, someone to talk to, someone to disturb all the time and someone who can help me bejeweled also.

and sorry, i will never want to eat at central again. the food there not very nice. next time we go other place ok? and despicable me was super nice and funny, i wanna watch it again. because all the nerdy yellow stuff look like my bf. so small and squeaky and yellow. i like.

~ you're everything I need
oh my lovely bf made me dream about my teeth breaking because he didn't force me to stay awake from 8am. so i went back to sleep until 8.15am. so between this 15 minutes, i saw a world where people wear business clothes with blazer, mas and ishan squatting in the toilet and my teeth chipped into many pieces.

nevertheless, i still love you. (:

can i have a chocolate doughnut when you come and fetch me tomorrow after work? Please! to reward me for studying so hard? thank you!

and i love shopping with b. heck, i love baby!

~ you're everything I need
i'm gonna talk about the dream i had last night before i woke up for school.

it started like this...

i was working at child care centre. but the kids don't really like me. so i tried talking to them. and i found out that 1 girl was engaged before she was born. then i have no idea why the sky got so dark. so i checked my phone for timing and realised that my bf got me a new LG phone. then the time was around 2am. after that, one the the boss who was my apel tutor wanted to send me home. then when we reached a coffeeshop, he asked me whether i wanted to eat, i said no, and then he started crying and complaining how hard life was. i couldn't stop his crying so i asked him to go home since i was reaching home soon. then after he went off, i took a chair and started watching world cup on the screen and one of the guys approached me and sort of wanted to know me. so i said i needed to go off already and walk back home. somehow i got lost and went back to my old house then suddenly got 1 huge dog chasing me. so i ran to the nearest void deck and a group of ah lians sitting there helped me out. and i woke up.

after i woke up, i felt guilty for putting my tutor down on evalution. ):

~ you're everything I need
treat someone the way you want to be treated.

or

never give in more than what you receive.

2 simple sentences and its hard for me to decide. sometimes i tried the second one, but unknowingly, i always seem to give in my all before realising what my brain told me to choose. and everytime i don't get the results i wanted, i get disappointed and sulk in my room. but before i know it, i manage to smile again.

~ you're everything I need
i wish my bf will cook for me someday and eat cookies and cream ice cream while watching movies during a stayover. (:

i also wish that i will look before i cross a road. i don't want to get honked by a car or get knocked.

~ you're everything I need
i finally got my lazy ass out to swim after church today.

i was eavesdropping onto a conversation by 2 girls to their 'steads' about their past. until i got bored and swam away.

seriously, why some girls like to try so hard to impress a guy? isn't it tiring to be someone you are not?

~ you're everything I need
today at work i saw someone from my secondary school. he use to be one of the good students with good grades and all. but somehow, i think he mixed with bad company in sec 3 and just so not into studying anymore. from what i know, he is either in rp, or not even studying already. what a waste of talent.

~ you're everything I need
when your answer came up as a no, i seriously had no idea what you thought about me.

am i boring? lame? stupid? ugly? not interesting? normal????

or could i have the one in a million chance and perhaps be pretty? cute? lovable? anything nice?

and after 5 months, i have to wait for you to come back from partying without me. i thought there was a mutual thing between us about not partying without the other person. and it turns out to be so mutual that im the only one who knew about it.

maybe if i wish really hard on a shooting star, i might get to be the princess of your heart.

~ you're everything I need
why girls must try to change their bf when they know that it will never happen?
why girls cannot be so care free like guys when it comes to feelings?
why girls must be so sensitive about certain issues when guys don't bother?
why girls always think that their bf understand how they feel?


what the heck! give up la sharon.

~ you're everything I need
i suddenly thought about this.

does being in a relationship means that you care about that person the most?

you cant care about that person if he/she is not together with you?

can you have someone else in your heart when you are being in a relationship with another person?

~ you're everything I need
why do people have to complain so much about life? and yet they refuse to do anything about it to improve the situation.

students complain about school, about family.
adults complain about their job, about their boss, about fellow colleagues.
and parents complain about how badly their kids are doing in school.

but why they don't want to do anything about it??? after all, students can quit school if they want to. parents also cannot force them to go school and take exams. adults can quit and change jobs if they want to. and modern parents only care about working and earning big bucks. how to monitor their kids? but no, they have to blog about how bad their lives are, post on fb and complain to every single person who is willing to listen.

just change your thinking about life damn it! you think you are the only one with busy school work? the only one with lousy jobs????

~ you're everything I need
seriously, i think the agm is disappointing. and yea, i understand the part about getting my hopes too high up and when things don't go my way, the disappointment is also greater. but how can i not get my hopes up about saturday?????? and its forgotten so easily.

~ you're everything I need
cant remember when this was taken. think should be 28 june??? anyways, i realised ever since we got together, you make me look prettier when im with you.


















~ you're everything I need
i really don't know what im doing all these for. i don't like the feeling of not being needed. hack, im not even sure im wanted or not.

~ you're everything I need
why do i feel that everyone is taking me for granted?

am i too nice? or am i not good enough for people to appreciate?

people at work don't appreciate me. my family takes me for granted. my friends don't seem to notice me anymore. and i don't even know how to put in words about my bf. its either he's getting bored, thinking that the things i do are things that i should be doing or im just thinking too much again.

but can it really be thinking too much when so many people are showing the same signs?

~ you're everything I need
i think i keep comparing you to my friends' bf. and guess what, you're still number one. without you, i seriously have no life anymore. no one to talk to. no one who will disturb me. no one to hug. no one to sit quietly beside me and understand what im thinking. )=


i miss you baby.

~ you're everything I need