Tuesday, June 29, 2010 6/29/2010 12:05:00 AM
so many projects, deadlines, assignments and only one sharon to finish everything. no wonder i have white hair. but why i can't get stress and slim down also?
lucky i got baby to accompany me. even at night still wait for me to slowly do my stuff. i doubt there is a better guy out there anymore. so hopefully i can settle all my stuff and take a break in august. then i can have 2 reasons to celebrate with baby. (=
~ you're everything I need Sunday, June 27, 2010 6/27/2010 12:40:00 AM
i went to the dentist this afternoon. it was scary even though the dentist as quite nice and ask me to bear with the pain. but all the digging was painful and the sound was like scary. my tooth is filled with medicine, but it's still pain and i don't wanna go for treatment. that sounds even worse.
hopefully i will get to go picnic with bf someday. because every time we say we wanna go swim or go tan or eat this or whatever, it never happens.
~ you're everything I need Friday, June 25, 2010 6/25/2010 11:03:00 PM
i realised that i've become one of those girls that everyday bf this bf that. but who careS??????
and having my bf around around everyday is like a blessing for me. everyday soaking in happiness. had dinner at marche's and the food is like so freakin nice and the price is like swensens' and pizza hut's price. and i found out that my bf can make my dinner taste nicer too. im always a fussy eater, now that i found good food, swensens doesn't seem so nice afterall. and i can't wait for friday to come. gonna go shop with bf.
~ you're everything I need Thursday, June 24, 2010 6/24/2010 02:51:00 PM
yesterday got to go ph with b again. this time with like a whole bunch of his friends. made friends with random girls and lost my hair clip. this time clara's bb really went for a dive in the toilet. went back to b's house and slept like a pig until the next afternoon. (:
i don't wanna go for work. i want to stay at home and sleep and rest my legs and arms.
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, June 23, 2010 6/23/2010 09:47:00 AM
i seriously need my pay to come quick and in huge amounts. i need my office wear!
~ you're everything I need Monday, June 21, 2010 6/21/2010 09:58:00 PM
you always manage to melt my heart even when im angry and throwing tantrums. lucky i found you and claimed you as mine before other people set their eyes on you.
~ you're everything I need Sunday, June 20, 2010 6/20/2010 01:52:00 AM
you seriously made up my mind to quit. at an even earlier date. i think there's no point staying on also. i have my internship, my school work to prepare, law inc events to plan and organise. to be honest, i actually have doubts about leaving. because i know i will miss the place, the food and the people. but now, so many things have changed. and im not the kind of person will go do anything for the sake of money. everyone says the pay is low, but to me, the working environment is more important than money. thats why i hold back the thought of quitting. but now??? im not so sure that i will miss the place when i go. now its like i can't even wait to leave. since you people are so happy together, and with the way things are being done, then good for you. but im not.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, June 15, 2010 6/15/2010 11:37:00 PM
somehow i felt that i should type it out. but i couldn't find the words to describe. its something like happy, sad, grateful and disappointed. but its also more complicated than 4 simple words put together. and among the whole mixture of feelings, there seem to be betrayal too.
~ you're everything I need 6/15/2010 01:40:00 AM
i had to work at funan today. it is so boring! like no customers and we get to eat whatever we want. so we like really order loads of staff meal and snack together. but i hate spending money for transport. and i guess its true when someone you love or someone who loves you buy stuff for you. its make food tastier, sweets and chocolates unique like its the only one on earth, flowers prettier. and you just had to make everything wonderful for me uh.(:
~ you're everything I need Saturday, June 12, 2010 6/12/2010 10:54:00 PM
its even more tiring when i didn't do much the whole day. where are you when i need you around to accompany me.
yesterday went out with b to watch nightmare on elm street. i should have insisted on something like killers or karate kid. something about love or comedy. not about people dying in dreams. i thought the movie won't be so bad until i saw the escalator full of the scary scenes. i managed to be brave throughout the movie because i know b want to watch. lucky the sushi buffet make me too full for popcorn. otherwise i also no mood to eat popcorn when im seeing people die. i even have difficulty drinking my 7-up. had nightmares throughout my sleep. and keep waking my bf up. i only stopped having nightmares at 5am. so from 12am to 5am, im glad i have my bf to hide in.
~ you're everything I need Thursday, June 10, 2010 6/10/2010 10:29:00 PM
yesterday i had a bad night. and the worst part? you couldn't be there.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, June 8, 2010 6/08/2010 10:48:00 PM
i don't even know who is trustworthy anymore in this world. but im not going to be like you, jumping into politics and trying to suck up. for once, maybe i should just be myself instead of keeping all the secrets and deep thoughts inside me. i don't need to be ms popular, 1 true friend is all i need.
~ you're everything I need Sunday, June 6, 2010 6/06/2010 09:31:00 PM
had bf over last night, he was supposed to study and im supposed to distract him. and im offically so free i can even sell my time away if that is even possible. and i will never ever take ugly pictures of myself again.
~ you're everything I need Saturday, June 5, 2010 6/05/2010 11:31:00 PM
this post came earlier than i thought it would. but now, i guess that certain things shouldn't wait till its too late before you get it out of your mouth. and after seeing so much drama in other people, i guess its finally time to really realise how good my life is. true, its always easier to compare and get reminded of all the bad stuff i had. yet everytime i take 5 minutes off from being angry, i find myself suddenly remembering about the good stuff. and when i take how nice you have been and compare that to all the shit in the past, i blame myself for the quarrel 5 minutes ago.
besides, where will i find a bf that is like a superhero to me? from solving maths questions to making me laugh. and im glad you are just beside me.
~ you're everything I need 6/05/2010 12:33:00 AM
im already tired physically from work. i don't want to go home to find out stuff that will make me even more tired and upset.
i can't say that you don't know what im thinking, because i know that you always know whats in my mind. yet knowing doesn't help, its whether you make the effort not to upset that person. and i have always been fussy about this effort thing. because thats how i know what other people think of me, and how important i am to them.
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, June 2, 2010 6/02/2010 04:26:00 PM
i keep having weird dreams lately. now that my mid-sems are over, im not even stress. the only thing im worried is what to do tomorrow. last night when i was sleeping, i was dreaming about this female customer that paid $65.995 in coins. but then how the hell did the amount have $0.995????? i ended up counting the money again and again because i was afraid i count wrongly and then my counter will short money.
then just now i fell asleep while waiting for bf to finish school and get his driving thing done, i got an even weirder dream.
somehow i got into a virtual like world. something between mario and final fantasy. and i was like flying around and fighting other people and monsters. then suddenly i was off to a bbq which includes people from tp business, my workplace people and my bf friends. and joanna had me play some weird stuff that got my hand into scratches. and joanna help me bandage it and put some yellow solution. then ben suddenly ask me for my number and his phone super weird. look like play-doh and it looks ugly like dirty yellow colour and the numbers in his phone are all messed up and there's number 12 inside too. then he said the rest going up to play pool and ask me whether i want to join in. but i told him that my bf haven't come yet so i wait for him first. then i call my bf and he told me that he's driving over already. then ben gave me a box of staples and i went off to the toilet. then i wash my hands and suddenly my scratches got really pain and i woke up.
i felt so stupid having this kind of dreams.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, June 1, 2010 6/01/2010 12:15:00 AM
im so glad i have you around. even though not physically, you make sure you stay around somehow to accompany through the night. and yes, you really treat me like im your precious treasure. you always try to get me what i want. there are no other guys in this world that treats me so nicely and still look so cute and hot at the same time. i love you baby.
~ you're everything I need