Friday, February 19, 2010 2/19/2010 11:23:00 PM
swam 30 laps today. it sounds like s small number to those awesome athletics but its damn big thing for me. and swimming on an empty stomach feels like im gonna drown anytime. got an awesome tan, red face, black back and aching body. im too burned to sleep. )=
sometimes i wonder why i have to be so stubborn. i know people are concern when they tell me not to do certain stuff. especially when its about my health. but i suck at taking care of myself. and i like to push my limits. i can try, but there's always this little voice in my head telling me to continue and see how far i can go. guess im meant to be stubborn headed.
ps. B, if you read this please continue to be my fairy godmother and take care of me. even if i don't listen to you. (=
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle