Saturday, February 27, 2010 2/27/2010 12:15:00 AM
life's a bitch, especially certain people who act like your friend but you never know if they are out there having fun without you.
and my laptop have to die on me when im having my holidays. )=
and my leg still hurts from the big big cut and i found an additional bruise on my knee.
ohhhh... i may have found the most awesome guy who might just put up with all my shit even if he may be a bitch sometimes. then again, even a guy pms at times. (=
~ you're everything I need Thursday, February 25, 2010 2/25/2010 12:36:00 AM
company law was a killer, especially with plastic lecturer around. and i had to fall down in the morning and cut my leg and hit my elbow. i can't remember whether i hit my head or not. but i kept having headaches during and after the exam. and im so gonna change my phone. (=
true, i can't change the way you think and what has already happened. so i guess all i can do is forget about it and wish that you are happy with the way things have turned out. even if im forgotten, at least i had the past 6 years.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2/23/2010 11:39:00 PM
1 down, 2 more to go. (=
~ you're everything I need 2/23/2010 02:24:00 AM
i hate getting sick when its exam period.)=
to the both of you, please get a life. i beg you.
want to get girls? don't lie to her about your looks by using another identity. we girls hate that. true, i know some girls will never accept guys that look like shit. but NO girls will ever respect a guy don't even have the guts to show himself as what he is. if you are insecured about your looks then go get a plastic surgery. like using someone else's picture will help. sure, you can bluff your way through. but no way is any girl going to not feel cheated when you tell her that the handsome guy is actually not you. and you are not some secondary school boy anymore. so please behave like an adult. lucky i somehow knew about it, and managed to stop you. however, im freakin impressed by the way you still can say that im accusing you.
what were you trying to do? want us to be impressed by your work achievements? you will only make us feel that you think you are some big shot when you are still a trainee. true, all of us know and will admit that you can work and you can learn very fast. but do you have to keep blabbering about it? if you are good, people can see, no need to keep talking about it. and i as your senior, i talk to you nicely about your mistakes you still can argue back and give stupid excuses. and it turns out, you are not what you said you were. you are just a normal service crew wearing white at swensens. not red for supervisor, not like you claimed to be. people already think that you are damn show off when you said that you were a supervisor. i wonder what the rest is going to think of you when we expose you. one thing for sure, im not going to give face and even try to talk to you nicely. even if others think that im childish, i don't care. but im so going to look down on you.
if you want to lie, at least think of a foolproof plan. not some stupid lie that can be so easily exposed by others. (=
~ you're everything I need Sunday, February 21, 2010 2/21/2010 11:18:00 PM
sometimes sucky things happen in your life once in awhile to remind you that there will always be someone that you can still talk to. someone that will always be there for you. even if that person isn't physically beside you.
and talking to you can magically make all my problems disappear and make me wonder what was i even upset about 5 minutes ago.
my personal life saver. (= ~ you're everything I need 2/21/2010 02:57:00 AM
i had my sweet dream turned into a nightmare.
i seriously don't understand myself.
why am i getting angry when i know you don't care?
why do i miss you so much when i'm not even in your heart?
why do i want to spend time with you when you don't want to?
why am i still texting you when you don't even bother to reply me?
so can you tell me why am i getting so worked up when you don't care?
~ you're everything I need Friday, February 19, 2010 2/19/2010 11:23:00 PM
swam 30 laps today. it sounds like s small number to those awesome athletics but its damn big thing for me. and swimming on an empty stomach feels like im gonna drown anytime. got an awesome tan, red face, black back and aching body. im too burned to sleep. )=
sometimes i wonder why i have to be so stubborn. i know people are concern when they tell me not to do certain stuff. especially when its about my health. but i suck at taking care of myself. and i like to push my limits. i can try, but there's always this little voice in my head telling me to continue and see how far i can go. guess im meant to be stubborn headed.
ps. B, if you read this please continue to be my fairy godmother and take care of me. even if i don't listen to you. (=
~ you're everything I need 2/19/2010 12:51:00 AM
im sick and tired, physically and mentally. am going to swim tomorrow. am going to push my limits again. even if swimming doesnt solve my problems, i know i won't have to think of all my troubles when im in the water.
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, February 17, 2010 2/17/2010 11:13:00 PM
great. now im at a loss.
should i make a big fuss or should i just keep quiet about it?
im thinking of giving up, then again nobody is perfect.
:'(
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, February 16, 2010 2/16/2010 10:23:00 PM
damn unlucky. eat too much pineapple tarts and coke in the middle of the night until i got food poisoning early in the morning. toilet visits until i have weak stomach and jelly legs. so couldn't go to work and had to stay at home and be a bum and watch those taiwan dramas. at least i now know that watching with someone makes the whole show more interesting. (=
~ you're everything I need Monday, February 15, 2010 2/15/2010 09:17:00 PM
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
this year CNY falls on valentine's day. but my visiting starts on the second day every year. love getting hongbaos from my married cousins and playing with their children. all so freakin cute. newest baby in the house is jolin with her twin elder sister. but my favourite boy is still jerry quek!
~ you're everything I need Sunday, February 14, 2010 2/14/2010 10:39:00 AM
Happy Valentine's Day (=
after work ann came over to take her present from me, then i had to rush off for my dinner date at clarke quay. if only everyday is valentine's day, then i can eat awesome dinner every night. (=
~ you're everything I need Saturday, February 13, 2010 2/13/2010 12:22:00 AM
finally done with Uart. went eat lunch at tmall and make people wait for half an hour. (= i think im really damn good at making people wait. then was late for BA2 for half an hour. i had to freakin beg my tutor to have mercy with me. because im already absent for 2 lessons.
then after school went for medicure session. now i have pretty nails. and im only done at 5pm, when im meeting the rest at 5pm, so had to cab down. sit the limo cab until very comfortable, but the price damn expensive. had a great catch up session with chu qiao, zi qian, ivan and alvin, but now chu qiao and i are the bimbos and ann is the bimbo that is more stupid than a bimbo.
after eating our steamboat, we cabbed to ann's place for slack session. we ended up gambling with ivan as dealer. but after change dealer than i started to lose so i went back with jocelyn. the talk sort of make me reflect and realise how long we have known each other. and its stupid if i wanna give up on ann just because of a guy.
SO ANN! i will keep nagging at you until it gets into your head. and who else is going to be there for me when some assholes bully me?
I LOVE YOU ANN!
AND I LOVE B TOO. (=
~ you're everything I need Thursday, February 11, 2010 2/11/2010 10:07:00 PM
forced myself to swim 10 laps because i was upset and stress about certain things. and after swimming my problems were still unsolved. instead i got a burn and aching body.
then headed to school but end up also never go for understanding art class. so die die have to go tomorrow for make-up. and still have to find the class and print my stuff and not be late.
had my first CNY reunion dinner with QuanZee people at 18 Chefs today. finally got a chance to catch up with them. (=
the food wasn't that bad but pastamania is nicer. and stupid sirong had to keep saying that pastamania sucks.
more reunion dinner tomorrow with HS people. (=
~ you're everything I need 2/11/2010 12:48:00 AM
i become the joke of the day at my workplace. )=
i thought i would never be affected by your actions or get upset with the way you are treating me. everyday i will wonder when will be the next time i can see you. then again, i'm afraid to give it my all. what if i get hurt again?
seems like i will be alone this valentine's day. )=
~ you're everything I need Monday, February 8, 2010 2/08/2010 12:35:00 AM
after working for 10 hours. my legs feel like breaking. damn tired. if only you were here.
and every once in awhile i will think and wonder. whether you come here daily to read my little thoughts and complains about life. i don't dare to ask, because im gonna be damn upset if the answer is no or why should you bother about my life.
~ you're everything I need Saturday, February 6, 2010 2/06/2010 11:50:00 PM
finally went shopping with ann today. i'm such a shopaholic. once i start buying, i find it damn difficult to stop. luckily ann pulled me away, if not i would go home without a cent. but there's still next week. don't think i will be buying much. most likely just walking around and taking pictures. but might still spend money on shoes and bags.
i hope things will be fine. i know its tough but sometimes i want things to go the way i want them to.
~ you're everything I need 2/06/2010 03:31:00 AM
i somehow have a good feeling this time round. (=
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, February 2, 2010 2/02/2010 12:54:00 AM
nope, i'm not going to give up afterall. after emoing for awhile i suddenly got back my trust towards guys and even my confidence. i didn't even pms at the two new staff today! so proud of myself.
so hopefully this time things will be different, maybe even better? i have no idea. i only know that the tiny little hope in me will never die out.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle