Saturday, January 23, 2010 1/23/2010 03:44:00 AM
i never wanted things to turn out this way. but i guess that i can't do anything about it. knowing that you have made up your mind. i know it will happen sooner or later. and hopefully things will get better from now on.
and i battled a cockroach at 3am when i was about to bathe. sprayed with water, it doesnt want to go. continued spraying until it finally went down the drain. 10 seconds later it was back. continue spraying, this time longer and it still came back. this time i added soap on the floor and spray with water to make foam to choke the roach. still never die. this time i use listerine. i think it died. so i continue bathing and will look at the drain hole and spray water every 20 seconds.
and i need someone to keep reminding me to eat my 3 meals a day and to eat my medicine. my stomach feels like shit all the time now. )=
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle