everything I need

Sunday, January 10, 2010 1/10/2010 12:40:00 AM

damn tired, but still got a few things i wanna say before i sleep.

open house
the past 3 days have been fun. especially the bguides at the LT show. watched the same show with the same jokes with the same magic tricks with the same people for 3 days. and we also walked around business school for the 3 days also. now both my legs are like broken. but i still had fun.

bf
i really don't know what to say. i just keep getting all the blame. how can it be that i'm the only one at fault???? i'm not saying that i never do anything wrong, but if there is a problem, shouldn't BOTH of us be at fault. then why am i taking the credit for causing all the unhappiness?!?!?!? now u just happily complain about everything. then why not you go and find a pretty and perfect gf that listen to everything that you say? i know i was sort of overboard with certain things, but if you expect me to just keep quiet and take all the scolding and blaming, you are wrong! if u are sick and tired, so am i. sometimes i tried confiding in you about certain things, but it seems like your own stuff is more important. and sometimes you just don't seem interested in listening to my whining. then what you want me to do??? don't confide in bf then talk to other guys about my problems??? its no wonder you don't care. because i'm not important to you at all, and can easily be replaced by some other girl.

friends
i really don't know what happen. like just because i can't go club, you guys like just forget who sharon is. i guess i shouldn't take it to heart, since you guys are not the first who have treated me like that. i just thought that maybe i shouldn't be so nice to people anymore. and stop being so trusting. because i will be the one getting hurt in the end. but somehow, i never learn the lesson. just keep trusting people thinking that this person will not be like the rest.

ok i'm done complaining. and i have a feeling that this is just the start of everything bad. because i will never learn my lesson. according to ann, i just trust trust.

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