Sunday, January 31, 2010 1/31/2010 03:45:00 AM
i think i've straighten out my thinking. maybe its better to let things remain the way they are. i can never stand a guy that keeps sending me mixed signals. unless you are telling me that you are only playing with me. then fine.
NOT!!!! its not fine at all. i also can't stand being played! since you can't make up your mind. then i shall decide for you. (=
~ you're everything I need Friday, January 29, 2010 1/29/2010 01:04:00 AM
im glad some people in my life are 'gone'. with friends like you, who needs enemies? i've thrown all the bullshit talk out the window. (=
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, January 27, 2010 1/27/2010 09:15:00 PM
ANN IS HERE!
whatever la
Private and confidential for ANN only.
but alrdy post in blog liao still private =.=
lame sharon! pls be back home early today!!
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Or I should say our objective?
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Our scope is to find out methods to solve the problem of not having sufficient time for the importer to pay up upon maturity of the bill of exchange. Trust Receipt (T/R)
Our scope is to come up with solutions for the delay in arrival for shipping documents. Shipping Guarantee (S/G)
Our scope is to minimize the risk of default, and ensure that the exporter gets paid immediately after the delivery of the documents. Export Letter of Credit (L/C)
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~ you're everything I need Tuesday, January 26, 2010 1/26/2010 08:44:00 PM
im damn upset, but i know that there's nothing i can do. your feelings have long gone and you have made up your mind. i know you have already moved on long ago and you will never come here again. i guess its time for me to wake up and do the same.
what a bad way to start 2010. hopefully it gets better from now on. (=
~ you're everything I need Monday, January 25, 2010 1/25/2010 12:20:00 PM
i guess i finally learnt my lesson.
to always cherish the ones that mean most to you.
~ you're everything I need Sunday, January 24, 2010 1/24/2010 12:14:00 AM
i realise that i'm not very ugly after all.
then again, nobody said i was.
and i killed another cockroach today. used lizard repellent and didnt work. so i took a cup of hot water and pour. (=
~ you're everything I need Saturday, January 23, 2010 1/23/2010 03:44:00 AM
i never wanted things to turn out this way. but i guess that i can't do anything about it. knowing that you have made up your mind. i know it will happen sooner or later. and hopefully things will get better from now on.
and i battled a cockroach at 3am when i was about to bathe. sprayed with water, it doesnt want to go. continued spraying until it finally went down the drain. 10 seconds later it was back. continue spraying, this time longer and it still came back. this time i added soap on the floor and spray with water to make foam to choke the roach. still never die. this time i use listerine. i think it died. so i continue bathing and will look at the drain hole and spray water every 20 seconds.
and i need someone to keep reminding me to eat my 3 meals a day and to eat my medicine. my stomach feels like shit all the time now. )=
~ you're everything I need Friday, January 22, 2010 1/22/2010 02:30:00 PM
i need painkillers for heartache.
~ you're everything I need 1/22/2010 12:14:00 AM
damn tired. i seriously cant be bothered anymore. finally gonna wash my hands off everything.
and i now have shorter fringe and thinner hair. (=
~ you're everything I need Thursday, January 21, 2010 1/21/2010 12:20:00 AM
i seriously need a break from work. not only am i tired from all the standing up and 'oh-why-is-my-pasta' customers. i'm also tired from eating the staff meal. and i'm not like the rest that only work 3 days a week. this week i'm working 6 days in a row. the amount of pasta and tomato sauce and cheese i'm consuming. i miss homecooked food. IF ONLY SOMEONE CAN BRING ME HOMECOOKED FOOD.
i need bf therapy. )=
~ you're everything I need Monday, January 18, 2010 1/18/2010 09:08:00 PM
sometimes i wonder why am i doing so much.
why am i taking things so seriously?
when i could have just taken it easy and live my life.
i don't even get anything in return.
end up i'm the one getting upset.
and i see you happily moving on.
all these, because i love you.then again, you are right. it seems like im the lousy one afterall.
~ you're everything I need Saturday, January 16, 2010 1/16/2010 11:45:00 AM
NOW I KNOW EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
freakin bitch. how could you do such a thing. well, you seem nice and all, but your actions prove that you are nothing but a lying bitch. oh well, you don't deserve someone as nice as my brother. and i hope the guy you are with now cheats on you. and tell you he like someone else. someone prettier and smarter and nicer and better than you!
ok, i know i'm just being childish but i really hope that someone will break your break like how you treated my brother. (=
~ you're everything I need Friday, January 15, 2010 1/15/2010 12:41:00 AM
had a freakin weird dream last night. i was in my old house sitting on the sofa when a cat came out of my room. of course i was freaked out. then somehow i ended up talking to the cat, trying to persuade it to go out. and then, the cat reply back in english????? somemore is a female voice. so i trick the cat to go out the door and i quickly closed the door after her. and i even went to draw the curtains. and she was still talking outside, asking me to open the door. then after awhile my mum came back with the cat in her arms!!!!! and i was like begging her to bring the cat out. so she carried the cat and locked it in some place. the weirdest part is that the cat turn into a pretty girl and even became my classmate. OMG!!!!!!
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, January 13, 2010 1/13/2010 08:25:00 PM
everything's fine???? NOT
i lost my confidence again. after trying so hard to get it back. and i forgot how to smile. i don't even know how to face you anymore. of course you can continue blaming me, because you can move on. you will never let anything affect you. how i wish i can do the same.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, January 12, 2010 1/12/2010 06:59:00 PM
i don't care anymore. i will stop eating and keep on exercising until i become skinny. until everyone stop saying that i'm fat. until everyone is worried that the wind will break my bones. push ups, abs and frog leaps everyday. next week, after my project submittions, i will swim 3 times a week. i don't care if my ankle is broken or what. i badly need to slim down. i'm too fat......
~ you're everything I need Monday, January 11, 2010 1/11/2010 11:10:00 PM
tell me how to trust when the symptoms are the same?
its like history repeating itself.
its like deja vu.
as usual, it seems that ann is right again. maybe i should stop being so serious. then i won't end up being the one thst is hurt. no point getting angry too. what other people can do, i can do the same thing. if i get the blame, i get the blame. doesnt make a difference anymore. and i'm glad i have ann to be with me when i get hurt over and over again. and then she will be like 'i told you so.'
~ you're everything I need Sunday, January 10, 2010 1/10/2010 12:40:00 AM
damn tired, but still got a few things i wanna say before i sleep.
open housethe past 3 days have been fun. especially the bguides at the LT show. watched the same show with the same jokes with the same magic tricks with the same people for 3 days. and we also walked around business school for the 3 days also. now both my legs are like broken. but i still had fun.
bfi really don't know what to say. i just keep getting all the blame. how can it be that i'm the only one at fault???? i'm not saying that i never do anything wrong, but if there is a problem, shouldn't BOTH of us be at fault. then why am i taking the credit for causing all the unhappiness?!?!?!? now u just happily complain about everything. then why not you go and find a pretty and perfect gf that listen to everything that you say? i know i was sort of overboard with certain things, but if you expect me to just keep quiet and take all the scolding and blaming, you are wrong! if u are sick and tired, so am i. sometimes i tried confiding in you about certain things, but it seems like your own stuff is more important. and sometimes you just don't seem interested in listening to my whining. then what you want me to do??? don't confide in bf then talk to other guys about my problems??? its no wonder you don't care. because i'm not important to you at all, and can easily be replaced by some other girl.
friendsi really don't know what happen. like just because i can't go club, you guys like just forget who sharon is. i guess i shouldn't take it to heart, since you guys are not the first who have treated me like that. i just thought that maybe i shouldn't be so nice to people anymore. and stop being so trusting. because i will be the one getting hurt in the end. but somehow, i never learn the lesson. just keep trusting people thinking that this person will not be like the rest.
ok i'm done complaining. and i have a feeling that this is just the start of everything bad. because i will never learn my lesson. according to ann, i just trust trust.
~ you're everything I need Thursday, January 7, 2010 1/07/2010 11:30:00 PM
first day of tp open house and i'm already exhausted. i guess its because mainly i didn't eat the whole day that's why i don't have the energy. it was fun, discovered a lot of fun stuff about tp business course. especially about 1st avenue having nice clothes and stuff!!!! (=
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, January 5, 2010 1/05/2010 11:38:00 PM
ijust feel like giving up. everything is like my fault. ok fine. my fault. since you are so unhappy with me about so many things then why be together in the first place??????? why can't you be more sensitive to how i feel?
~ you're everything I need Monday, January 4, 2010 1/04/2010 02:55:00 AM
sometimes i think im nice, sometimes i think im acting like a bitch.
~ you're everything I need Sunday, January 3, 2010 1/03/2010 03:16:00 AM
watched old dogs after work on friday then stayover at his place after that. the movie is really damn funny. you can watch again and again and still laugh at the same funny parts.
ann asked me whether i still went club. told her i very long never go already. and in my mind, i feel like quitting completely.
~ you're everything I need Friday, January 1, 2010 1/01/2010 10:38:00 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!it didn't really start out as a happy year though. but i'm glad that 2009 is over. i see good guys getting dump by their gf. and it made me realise how fortunate and blessed i am. even at my workplace i still can act like a princess. with nice managers and helpful colleagues. even better, i have a nice bf who continues to give in to me despite my continuous pms-ing moods. (=
and i realised that relationships can just break up in a split second. ur bf/gf might just tell you one day that he/she no longer have feelings for you. or tell you that they have someone else already. its a scary thought. and made me think about how long my bf will have feelings for me. so i guess i will have to cherish him until that day comes. and then worry about it later when he stop having feelings for me.
~ you're everything I need 
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