Monday, December 28, 2009 12/28/2009 11:41:00 PM
BACK TO SCHOOL!!!
reach school at 12noon and quickly rush my conveyancing stuff. didn't know i had to attach so many things on just 2 letters alone. im so not going to work in a conveyancing department. because i know i will surely die there and get my ass sued by the client(s).
walked in late for BA and without tutorial done. then realised all my letters and cheques were dated 4 Jan 2009 instead of 2010. lucky our time slot was at 4pm. (=
then had kfc with bf at my place. now im so used to having him around until i can ask him to come over and do nothing. so long as his presence is there then i will feel better.
~ you're everything I need Friday, December 25, 2009 12/25/2009 05:30:00 PM
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! went butter again on wednesday. but this time, the queue was freakin long and we only got in after midnight. luckily the guys already got in long ago and got drinks for us. (= and i got damn drunk and puked after eating mac's. no way am i gonna eat after drinking again. lucky wei jie came down. if not i would have died outside. seeing him being so nice to me makes me feel that i'm a lousy gf. )=
then went on yesterday to watch midnight movie. and i couldn't get my alvin and the chipmunks combo. )= i wanted the toy. wanted to take picture with christmas tree also cannot. and i'm not wearing heels out anymore. )=
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, December 23, 2009 12/23/2009 01:05:00 AM
damn upset today. the usual things like customers with sucky attitude, this new girl that do everything damn slowly until i raised my voice at her. i think she don't like me because i'm too fierce but i don't care. should stop pms-ing also, everyone gets affected.
i never thought that we will quarrel. ok, i sort of started it. maybe i shouldn't get affected about what you do outside. i'm just a gf what. you don't have to care about how i feel. and obviously you don't have to listen to what i think.
ok fine, i shut up and try not to pms anymore!!! my eyes are too tired to think anyway.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, December 22, 2009 12/22/2009 01:50:00 AM
am still sick and went to work feeling drowsy and blur after taking my medicine. and i pms-ed at work again. but this time only towards the person that deserved it. and im not feeling guilty. (=
good night. (=
~ you're everything I need Sunday, December 20, 2009 12/20/2009 02:14:00 PM
am back from camp since yesterday,
can't really remember what exactly happen during the past week, only remember coughing and having fever the whole week.
some liked the camp, some didn't. and i guess after crying and all, i pretty much couldn't be bothered anymore. i gave in my all, people don't appreciate, too bad.
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, December 16, 2009 12/16/2009 02:16:00 AM
will be gone for church camp from wednesday to saturday. and i'm still packing my bag. and i'm damn tired from work!!!!
i hope saturday come quickly.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, December 15, 2009 12/15/2009 02:46:00 AM
today really in a lousy mood. also no idea why i'm so fierce today. just in the everyone-is-screwed-up-except-for-me kind of mood. and still keep getting bullied by omar and get stuck up customers. but i think jonathan is now scared of me. )=
tomorrow still have to settle camp stuff then go for work. double )=
havent even pack my stuff yet. triple )=
i lost my voice thanks to coke. am sick because i die die like to on aircon when i'm cold. got too much stuff to complain about. )=
~ you're everything I need Monday, December 14, 2009 12/14/2009 04:14:00 AM
so much things happen during the past 3 days. from friday until now.
friday went phuture - got wasted but still have to take care of cindy and pei shan.
wake up after a few hours of sleep and went tanning with lin hui at sentosa.
saturday went powerhouse - got wasted and still drink when alex ask me to drink. but still have to take care of cindy and pei shan and LIN HUI(when she drunk damn scary) and stanley and their friends that i don't even know. lucky got people like chye and cherie who were damn sober. and luckier got wei jie to send me back when i'm broke.
sunday - major hangover and still have to go to work and now i'm still blogging here...
~ you're everything I need Friday, December 11, 2009 12/11/2009 02:35:00 AM
i seriously screwed up my last paper. but then i can't do anything about it also. so still went out with ann. all was fine until the last part when i was going home. i told myself so many times not to get affected. end up still got to pastamania and cry there. lucky omar and joanna was working. so got people comfort me.
this time i really should stop getting sad over you. since you can easily come out with stupid excuses and move on so quickly. i should have known that you were never serious. just that i thought that maybe, just maybe there is this slight chance that you were actually serious about me. but i'm still gonna trust guys even though i got hurt so many times.
anyway, finally having a short break from school. so in the meanwhile, i can try partying to forget about you. whether it works or not, is another story.
~ you're everything I need Thursday, December 10, 2009 12/10/2009 01:13:00 AM
i did not have a fun time working today!!!! got burnt by hot soup, cut by a flyer in the face. got irritating customers, late-for-an-hour jeremy, scarastic omar and chefs that go all out to disturb me.
and i still have conveyancing test tomorrow. )=
~ you're everything I need Monday, December 7, 2009 12/07/2009 11:41:00 AM
on saturday, had ann over for baking session. supposed to meet at 11am but end up i got distracted by fb. when im done we headed out to buy the ingredients. then started the bimbo baking.
1st try -
i also don't know why, but i asked ann to put 3 1/2 cups of milk into the mixture. then only realised that only 3/4 cups of milk was needed. then thought that can add more flour and sugar to balance the mixture. fail again, because the whole thing overflowed. so have to waste the whole thing by throwing everything away.
2nd try -
had to throw it away also, because the shortening doesn't melt at room temperature.
3rd try -
(= everything went smoothly.
but end up the cupcake also like not pretty and nice.
then headed out to ps for dinner then to clarke quay. then i last minute decide to club because i was feeling upset. but now i'm perfectly fine. only hope that i don't turn into someone that i don't recognise.
i love my friends, especially every time i meet a bastard! (=
~ you're everything I need Friday, December 4, 2009 12/04/2009 10:31:00 PM
i tried to hold back and control myself. but when i was sitting at bizpark, i couldn't control myself anymore. i just feel better after crying. i don't know what cause the sudden change in you. but i know i wasn't thinking too much and i found the courage to delete all your messages.
~ you're everything I need 12/04/2009 01:59:00 AM
my 3rd day without sleep.... i'm really too tired to even think about anything else.
~ you're everything I need Thursday, December 3, 2009 12/03/2009 12:36:00 AM
yes, i know i should stop emoing and stop thinking so much. then again, i'm already a sensitive person and your actions is what that started me thinking about emo stuff. really cannot understand what the hell is going on inside a guy's head. but i know that i should stop caring so much and stop crying.
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, December 2, 2009 12/02/2009 04:08:00 PM
the story that i repeated so many times today.
"you know ah, yesterday i end work at 12. supposed to end at 11pm. but then the last customer came in at 10.30, so have to wait until they go. then they sit there very long, one of the girls wasn't feeling well, then joanna had to clean up the mess. then after everything is done its already 12 plus. then after i reach home, i do my mask and art review until 5am then i sleep. then i wake up at 7am, then reach school at 9 plus. then i wrote my art review. for the first hour i was still chatting with jessica. then wait until 2nd hour then we start work...."
and this has been repeated to mas, jon lim, kris, hong jie, philemon and mas for another 9,327,572,183 times. (=
~ you're everything I need 
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