Monday, November 30, 2009 11/30/2009 11:18:00 PM
what a bad day!
was supposed to wake up at at 9.30 to do stuff and prepare to go to SAM. end up keep hitting the snooze button till 10 and then off my alarm and over slept till 12 noon. and i can't stay away from facebooking so i was late for SAM and had to cab down and waste money. then i left SAM at 2.30 and took bus 14 down to bedok and reach school at 4pm.
my lesson starts at 3pm. (=
~ you're everything I need Sunday, November 29, 2009 11/29/2009 10:15:00 PM
i'm sick of my blog posts now. so picture-less. guess i have to wait till saturday when i meet up with ann to take pictures. then again, she will take weeks to send me the photos. guess i have to 'force' her to come my house on saturday again and send me the pictures before she goes home. (=
unless there is some kind soul out there to camwhore with me...
~ you're everything I need Saturday, November 28, 2009 11/28/2009 11:45:00 PM
i'm so glad that ann is back!!! i have like 94527496630 stories to tell her. (=
you have ended my day and started my tomorrow with a smile. (=
~ you're everything I need Friday, November 27, 2009 11/27/2009 02:35:00 AM
i know i've probably said this so many times, but i'm still gonna say it again. i really hate it when things start to go good for awhile then all of a sudden everything is like shit again.
yup, i saw your blog and i sort of understand what you are trying to say. i'm like too shock to say anything now.
then again, after thinking about it, i find it very difficult see you as the type of person who will lie. afterall, i don't see the need for you to fake being nice to me. the feeling that you gave is just too real to be a lie. then again, i'm never the lucky person in this world to get the good stuff in life.
~ you're everything I need Thursday, November 26, 2009 11/26/2009 01:21:00 AM
you have definitely made my day, even though you don't know. (=
oh, but my day got affected when i went to SAM at 6.55pm and they tell me that they closing at 7pm.
i miss you...
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, November 25, 2009 11/25/2009 12:39:00 AM
it is nice to know that you care, even if i'm still unsure of whether you are lying to me or not. i hope that what you say to me is really how you felt.
just want to shut up and keep quiet so that my throat can rest.
~ you're everything I need Monday, November 23, 2009 11/23/2009 11:37:00 PM
ms goh gave me a shock when she announced that she will return mas and mine file later! we both thought that there was something wrong with our work. end up its because she haven't mark our work yet.
at least subway made me a little happier.
~ you're everything I need Sunday, November 22, 2009 11/22/2009 11:48:00 PM
its good to know you have friends when you are upset because of a guy. (=
and justin bieber is so cute...
~ you're everything I need Saturday, November 21, 2009 11/21/2009 11:37:00 PM
i think this time i really learnt my lesson. no more one-sided stuff. i really had enough. i hate myself for thinking too much. cause at the end of the day, when i really think about it. you never said or behave in a way to show that you were thinking the same way as me. i know it wasn't your fault, and most likely you will never know how i feel also. i thought you were different from other guys, thats why i made the same mistake. but it seems like you are just the same.
i just feel like sulking. )=
by then again, who knows whether i will make the same mistake again.
~ you're everything I need Friday, November 20, 2009 11/20/2009 09:57:00 PM
ann, where are you when i need you???
~ you're everything I need Thursday, November 19, 2009 11/19/2009 09:38:00 PM
slept at 4 woke up at 7. but still late for BA lecture. tp should ban 9am stuff.
was a good girl and went for POM and listened to a plastic lecturer. ok, i didn't really listen because i was using for laptop for fb the first 20 minutes, and listened to mp3 for the last 20 minutes. in between i stared at the screen and only copied notes. (=
then sat at ilaw from 2 to 5 plus. doing company law but was also distracted by fb postings between cindy, lin hui and me. retarded postings of yesterday stuff.
rainy days are the best timing to eat ice cream. because your ice cream will melt slower.
i did a good deed today! i know i'm not supposed to tell about such stuff but who cares?
now i'm tired but i know i won't be getting any sleep tonight.
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, November 18, 2009 11/18/2009 08:39:00 PM
slept at 3am woke up at 7.30am then rushed to school and sat in front of the computer till 7pm doing company law project, conveyancing tutorial and facebooking at the same time. damn tired.
~ you're everything I need Tuesday, November 17, 2009 11/17/2009 11:32:00 PM
am tired. but i don't think i can get any sleep tonight. or tomorrow night.
~ you're everything I need Monday, November 16, 2009 11/16/2009 11:37:00 PM
i never thought that you would be a person of such character. i guess it was mistake and wishful thinking on my part. should have noticed with all the clear hints you have given. congrats! you managed to fool me. now i guess its time to really move on.
~ you're everything I need Sunday, November 15, 2009 11/15/2009 10:16:00 PM
super long and tiring day. rather not talk about it though.
was upset so i went for a hair cut and sort of change my hairstyle alittle. but now my hair is super short. have to wait for years before it will grow long again. )=
i miss my hair la!
~ you're everything I need Saturday, November 14, 2009 11/14/2009 09:31:00 PM
i guess there really is nothing left to say now. you have already placed me out of your life. and i only noticed it today. i thought that if i continue trying hard enough, things will change, at least hopefully you would change. but i guess i'm just being native and in self denial again. i guess i won't be seeing you anymore. i wish you luck with your new life without me.
now i need a new hairstyle and hope that i will feel better.
~ you're everything I need Friday, November 13, 2009 11/13/2009 11:23:00 PM
i'm having weird dreams of messed up kitchens and screwed up meals.
and i think there is something wrong with my keyboard.
~ you're everything I need Thursday, November 12, 2009 11/12/2009 12:51:00 PM
after U Art yesterday, when to ilaw to fb then went to watch Jennifer's Body with mas, picked up su and nadiah along the way.
super scary show. screamed once ONLY!!! because after that i didn't dare to watch the scary parts anymore. and then walked around tm, cs and t1 for hours.
was super tired but still met ann for dinner and after that went out again.
why is it that everytime i thought that things will be ok, something will happen and the situation gets worse. now i don't even know what to do. should i still keep msging and calling you???? especially when i know that you will ignore me. will you continue saying that i'm irritating and ask me not to contact you anymore? there was this weird feeling between us last night. i think you know it too.
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, November 11, 2009 11/11/2009 12:31:00 AM
today is a really damn lousy day. was late for class, teacher tell me to answer question then i answered 3b instead of 2b, then emo-ed the whole day. thought i started work at 6pm, my manager called me at 5.10 and asked me whether i'm coming down for work or not. it seems like i see my schedule wrongly. then i cannot find my black belt. then halfway during closing, my eyes suddenly very pain and i realised that maybe i didnt change new contacts for this month. )=
and the best part is, i told u what bad stuff that happen to me and u simply don't give a shit. oh wells, i know i can complain all i want because i know you will never go and see my blog, even when i tell you to.
~ you're everything I need Monday, November 9, 2009 11/09/2009 10:41:00 PM
sit in the library since 9.30 till late at night. tried studying but i guess i got distracted by my laptop. and luckily raynor and friends came to library and saw me. and i got a bit of entertainment. if not i think i will sleep in the library.
and i guess this time it might really be the end. even though i don't want it to happen. but what else can i do??? u already decided everything.
~ you're everything I need Saturday, November 7, 2009 11/07/2009 11:33:00 PM
just shut up la!
~ you're everything I need 11/07/2009 01:08:00 AM
i think im starting to be late for everything. was late for half an hr for conveyancing lecture. and the lecture timeslot is like only for an hour. and i wasted 10 mintues trying to catch up. damn stupid la.
training was fun and very very exhausting. the whole time felt like vomiting. and i layout twice today, without catching anything. now i cant even walk properly. )=
~ you're everything I need Thursday, November 5, 2009 11/05/2009 04:05:00 AM
already had a super long day in school until during lab i was damn bimbotic until mas and hong jie keep laughing at me. )=
and i still want to go out.
~ you're everything I need Wednesday, November 4, 2009 11/04/2009 01:55:00 AM
started the day being sleepy, then continued with tiredness, a slight hint of joy, feeling dejected, nervous at doing something i shouldn't do, yet overjoyed when i made that decision, then ended with confusion, unhappiness, and now i'm not so sure if all this is worth it.
~ you're everything I need Monday, November 2, 2009 11/02/2009 11:57:00 PM
there's this 'roadshow' thing at hougang mall. and there are cameras too. its like telling me to quickly buy one. )= when im still too broke for one.
and im addicted to '7 things'
im amazed by jasper's intelligence, the one that i dont have.
im glad i sat beside jasper during lap today, got ALOT of help from him.
but he keeps laughing at me )=
ITOUCH OR CREATIVE????
~ you're everything I need Sunday, November 1, 2009 11/01/2009 10:57:00 PM
the past few weeks have been irritating and everything unhappy. yet it seems to me that you don't really care. or maybe its just not as important for you. sometimes i wish i can be like you, having a on/off switch for emotions, for me.
at least i get to use a DSLR today, thanks janielson. (=
~ you're everything I need 11/01/2009 02:44:00 AM
i woke up feeling like i got wacked all over.
~ you're everything I need