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sharon, shi hui
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woke up super early to go to ilaw to finish up lab work. but most of the time i was actually having fun and downloading songs and watching youtube.
found this link being shared around in facebook. super funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UI36i6--mA

anyways, had my first ultimate training today. ran, move, catch, throw from 5 till 9. super tiring for someone who hasn't exercise so much in such a long time. if i really want to describe my whole experience, its everything from fun to dirty. things started out ok when i practice the throws, then when i started playing, my injuries range from bruises on my calf to getting hit in the jaw. super tired, but i know this is something i want to continue.

~ you're everything I need
i think im addicted to being late for lecture. (=
not late = not sharon
after that wasted 4 hours in the library doing nothing constructive. next time should bring my laptop and do my projects. went for U Art lecture at 6pm and it ended at 6.30pm.

just when i thought that things would be ok and go back to the way it was, things just gone worse and i can only see people getting the punishment when it seems like its my fault.

i on my aircon for hours and just realised that i didnt close my window.

now im gonna do BA and leave my lab work till tomorrow.

we all know that we are going to die someday, maybe tomorrow, maybe 40 years later. who knows??? so is it really worth it when we study so hard and work so hard for projects? after all, who knows what will happen tomorrow?

~ you're everything I need
had fun during mask making today, regret regretted choosing understanding art. now i may just learn to love it. (= after that went to ilaw to do lab work. then went to eat then sleep at library with mas. still manage to sleep in uncomfortable chair and noisy people around. then went for lab, didnt realise that our class room is actually ilaw, so cool.
i think i'm gonna start classes at jitterbug soon, maybe in a few weeks time, if my body allows it. and i still need to settle my projects too. )=

AND I LOST MY THUMBDRIVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!

~ you're everything I need
2 hours of school today, interesting tutor, sucky timing. if only they let us plan our own time-table.
had fun at work today. it took me 7 weeks to promote from 'trainee' to part time staff. (=

am going to have a long day at school tomorrow. i hate, dread, whatever words you use to describe dislike conveyancing law and procedure.

~ you're everything I need
maybe i should start looking on the bright side. and look for alternatives instead. (=
then again, giving up on something i love is not as easy as it looks.

~ you're everything I need
i just realised that i'm living a fortunate life and is still unhappy with it. now that i know, yet i can't ensure that i will change.

and i learn shuffling from sam. (=

~ you're everything I need
today is really bad day for me. keep making mistakes at work.
1. key an order that was out of the menu long ago.
2. forget to key in he voucher for the customer and overcharge her by $10.
3. forgot to give a customer her 20 cent charge.
forgot what other stupid things that i did. but seriously i think i broke record for making mistakes. which is a bad thing. )=

~ you're everything I need
late for lecture again. (= i hate 9am lessons. steal my sleep. BA2 was draggy, POM was boring. at least understanding art was fun. love the lecturer but dread the timing. but i think its worth the wait. so thursdays gonna be another swimming day for me. and tomorrow gonna slack around in the library again. )=

and if i wanna get into SMU, better start reading newspaper and know more about the world. instead of my own little world with me and my friends.

~ you're everything I need
finally i'm back to school. (=
i guess i really forgot how much i dread 9am classes. and i'm having morning lessons fron wednesday to friday. so either i wake up earlier or i just continue being late. i think i'll stick to being late.

~ you're everything I need
my brain is like dead and i still don't know what i wanna talk about after thinking about it.

i thought about it, thats no point in panicking, but then again, i don't know what else to do. yet there seems like there is a reason for me to panic over such stuff. )=

~ you're everything I need
i thought that i'm gonna have it easy this week since first 2 days of week 1 i'm not having school because it's lab and tut. than again, just checked bb and found new printing materials for company law and conveyancing law and procedure modules. seems like my project materials are already up. so mood spoiling. )=

~ you're everything I need
i tried being strong, a girl that will never be affect by these silly things. i tried telling myself that this is nothing, that i have to look on the bright side. but i'm afraid i can't. because i trust you to much, yet you hurt me once and again. i knew i was never a girl who could be strong, that's why i rely on you, too much. once again, its because i trust you. i tried using work and games and all sorts of distraction to not think about it. yet in the middle of being busy, deep down i still think about it. i trust you everything, tell you all my feelings and little thoughts, i never expect you to do the same. but of course it would be nice if you would tell me how you feeling once in a while. i hate being the outsider of your life. standing outside seeing you have all the fun without me. i asked myself, who am i to you, i never got the answer. i know you have your own life, but somehow, every page of your story never seem to have my name inside. i tried all ways to get in, but i always fail. i'm never a girl who gives up, but now, seeing the way you treat her, the way your eyes look at her, the way you talk to her. i don't know what to do. i'm still the same stubborn girl that doesn't want to give up. so maybe you should tell me what to do. because i still wanna try.

after being emo and saying everything out, it feels even worse now that reality is chasing up to me and i'm just trying to avoid reality.

~ you're everything I need
i guess i will never be good enough for you. i don't know the reason why you have to hide. i never see the need to, and will never see the need to hide.

~ you're everything I need
went out with ann for shopping today. thanks to my bimboness, we didnt get a discount for pastamania because i forgot to ask for student meal and forgot to take my member card out. ))=
walked around at fareast then end up everything i like is in bugis. double ouch.
before we left fareast for bugis, ann went to get drinks so i waited outside 7-11, then a random girl came up to me and ask me to do survey. then she suddenly asked me whether i club?!? do i look like one???? anwyays,, am still thinking whether i'm going ph with her or not. afterall nic sort of booked me but don't know if plan is still on. hopefully it is. shopped for a nice top to match the skirt b got for me from taiwan, was supposed to go out in the end change of plans again. as my brother phrases it 'Shit Happens'.
so now i'm stil stuck at home inside of having fun outside. since i skipped dinner got hungry along the way and decide to cook pasta 'The Chef Way'. don't even want to talk about the process. lets just leave it as Shit Happens!

~ you're everything I need
have been sick the whole week, and have been working the whole week as well. slight fever, flu, cough, sore throat that makes me sound like a man. i think maybe i drank too much coke.
should have gone butter with the rest, but my throat kills the mood of drinking and clubbing. i don't want to come back with a sorer sore throat. and besides who knew that you will back out on me. i thought we were going out. but you didnt tell me the change of plans until i asked you.

~ you're everything I need
i like it when someone's jealous. (=

~ you're everything I need
i think i'm really stress or i just like to think alot when im awake.
had a weird dream yesterday when i stayed over at baby's place. and when i say weird, i mean weird. and totally random stuff.
... it started with me and b in some big house, nice place but gives you the creepy feeling kind of house. i think we staying there or something. but the surroundings not very singapore-ish. then somewhere somehow, b ask me to get a tattoo?!? and surprising, i agreed to it. so i got one ugly orangery tattoo on my arm just below my biceps. then sometime later b came home with a puppy. a very cute one that is the one he has at home, just that this is a puppy, so its smaller in size and the fur colour is better. so i was happy to see the dog until he told me that he's gonna name the dog sharon!!!!!! then i cant really remember what happen after that. then suddenly we decided to go club, and there was some stranger together with us. i think it might be his friends???? weird thing is, we going club in the daytime?? and throughout the dream i was regretting about the tattoo maybe cause its too ugly or its against my prinicple that i will get a tattoo. but when i checked my arm, the tattoo is kinda blur and fading away. then suddenly a guy appeared out of no where and told me that the tattoo will fade if i don't get an injection to inject the ink into my arm. so i decided to leave it as it is and hope that it will fade away. then i woke up.......
and i checked my arm and went back to sleep after seeing no tattoo there. phew!

had fun doing cashier today!! though there were a few screw ups and a few difficult customers, like gay dudes ahbeng wannabe who talk like girl. (=
but i feel guilty leaving wilfred and wan chin behind to clean up the place. cause i don't have to stay. (=
back home resting my tired legs so i can survive tomorrow. this week gonna work like crazy. i foresee alot of money when my pay comes.

~ you're everything I need
supposed to be at wcp trying out camp games. but went off early because i stupidly left my clothes at church and i really am too sick to continue.
i think i overwork myself too much. really have to sleep early from now on.

i realised that people actually have a secret life that they don't want others to know about. especially those that might seem really quiet and innocent, they may be the ones that have the interesting stories. certain things i just found out and i know that its gonna affect my thinking and impression of certain people. i try not to let it affect me but i can't

~ you're everything I need
slacking makes me forget everything that i am supposed to do.

~ you're everything I need
sometimes i really don't know what to do.

sometimes i just want to keep quiet and emo.

i don't see the point emoing or being sad when i know that you obviously don't care and still enjoying yourself with your friends and having your own life.

~ you're everything I need
work was fine except when you work with irritating lazy people, it really gets on your nerve. i hope the manager will scold you. i'm okay with people who are slow. but not lazy people who leave you to do everything and only do what they are told to do.

stupid loser!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ you're everything I need
another tiring day out.

went to jurong bird park with ann today. took alot of pictures and fed alot of mosquitoes. will edit again when ann send me the pictures. i had difficulty having close contact with birds. so scary when they walk next to you or just fly about your head.

its ok if you don't care. i know its time to learn to take care of myself.
and no, im not talking about you. (=

~ you're everything I need
i think i'm awesome. (=

started trying counter work today. cool right. at first started with counter support. so learnt how to do all the drinks like italian soda and coffee stuff. then when germaine's gone i was 'forced' to do cashier. )= screwed up alittle but at least there wasn't any complains about my service being sucky or the food that they are supposed to have isnt there. something like that. im glad i survived.

(=
looking forward to outing tomorrow.

~ you're everything I need
i hate stuck up customers. but i cant do anything about them. cant even scold me. and it makes me feel like eating magnum almond. i'm starting to have random expensive cravings. and its not a good thing. need to be rich to satisfy my cravings. must starting working long hours to earn more money.

~ you're everything I need
bathe, dress up and make up in half an hour.
so that i can look presentable standing next to you.
rush out of the house.
hougang mall's atm spoil.
walked around central in search of an atm.
saw the stupid long queue at cheers.
all the cash-payment-only shops are irritating.
stood in the rain with my headache.
waiting for the traffic to stop.
walk in the rain.
the distance seem further.
all this for nothing.

i don't know what i'm doing this for, when i know that you never dress up for me. i know that i'm not a pretty girl in your eyes. i will give you the freedom that you always wanted. and hopefully, i am as important as you say i am.

~ you're everything I need
no more touchscreen phones for me.
got a new phone today. thanks baby, even though this is not touchscreen and doesn't look like a camera but i still love its appearance and everlasting battery life. (=

don't think i can go powerhouse next week. sorry chye, hope you can go with me next next week. (=

~ you're everything I need
Happy Children's Day
to all the kids and all the wannabe kids out there.

super tired after nursing a big boy yesterday. so went back to sleep and now im super awake. and im lazy to update all the photos that i have. i think im damn contradicting. can tell ann not to snack during night time. and if she's really hungry, she should eat fruits instead. and i still snack like nobody's business at night.

~ you're everything I need