Sunday, September 20, 2009 9/20/2009 10:23:00 PM
thanks philemon for the belated birthday present. it was the only happy thing in my day. magnum almond did make me happy, but only for a while. i realise that no matter how much ice cream i eat or how good it taste, it will never make problems go away. it only makes me forget about them for awhile and when i remember my problems or when new problems appear, i feel so much worse.
today is only sunday and i really miss you. and yet you are somewhere out there, a place that i do not know because you never tell me. i have no idea where you are, what you are doing and how you feel. but i'm still here waiting for you to come back. even if you might not feel the same way.
a quote from ugly betty season 2 episode 4 'Grin and Bear It'
- If you have nothing to write, try killing yourself.
If you fail, you'll have something to write about.
If you succeed, your troubles will be over.
~ you're everything I need 
Doodle