yes i know i suck at self control. was supposed to do basic ent and apel 2. i know apel 2 need to do a little research but i couldn't even be bothered with basic ent when i got most of the points already. all i have to do is type it out. and why am i so lazy? because i swam until my arms are dropping off and i can't be bothered with anything but stare in blank space. i don't even have energy to eat just now. then i will never fail to complain about my ankle aching. and tomorrow i'm going to swim again!!! (=
~ you're everything I need
Monday, June 29, 2009 6/29/2009 11:50:00 PM
i think i'm damn kuku especially when it comes to school. at first i thought that i can go for pep at 12 then go swim then go for family law lecture at 4pm. so i decided to check bb whether there are materials i need to have. then end up there is no more lecture tomorrow since writing skills has been covered in year 1. then i saw the announcement about the date line for apel 2 and basic ent. so at least i get to do something useful tomorrow. but i think i would hate doing research about social problems.
~ you're everything I need
Sunday, June 28, 2009 6/28/2009 11:34:00 PM
was a little pissed today. but decided to continue keeping it to myself instead of finding fault with him. find it tough to ignore him 100% because i don't even want him to know that i'm ignoring him. so the best i can do now is to keep quiet and not answer him when he talks to me and try not to laugh at his jokes or have an reaction when he makes a comment about me and try not to laugh in front of him because i don't want to hear his laughter when he laughs at me. last resort, tell him everything and hopes that he dao me since it will be easier too.
~ you're everything I need
Saturday, June 27, 2009 6/27/2009 10:33:00 PM
went to playground@big splash for the seveteen summer challenge. today is the first time going to big splash and i got a shock when i step out of the cab. because i see big splash with no water. then saw wildcards there so stayed to watch their performance/mini competition with a new team called fantastic crew. love the goodie bag from seventeen. damn nice stuff. was supposed to go kayaking with chye but we decided not to because the weather was too hot for us. so we decided to go eat swensens instead. ps. sharon's believe it or not.
sometimes i've got no guts facing certain things. because i know if i decide to gather up my courage things will only get worse. anyway i don't think that you treat me like a friend anyways. so from now on i'm just going to ignore you whenever i see you.
Doodle
