went for training today after so long. i guess i really had fun today even though i was screaming at the beginning. but things got better. at least i wasn't that afraid until because i didn't scold a single f word at all. i even bit my lip until there is a line of bruise on my lower lip. all the pain was forgotten the moment i managed to stand up there. did shoulder stand AS THE FLYER until about 8pm. then we all tried the height for 2-2-1 but didnt really do it. then all the girls did 1-1-1 and it was a success ok. i'm so proud of all the girls and myself (=
~ you're everything I need
Saturday, March 28, 2009 3/28/2009 12:41:00 AM
finally had the time to blog about sl camp. basically it was from monday to wednesday but after i came back either i was too tired or too busy to blog about it.
Monday the reporting time was 12 but was usual quite a number was late so had to wait some time before majority of our sect people arrived. and i was in the quanzee sect. the coolest sect ever. with the coolest fa - suffian. our first task was to collect materials to make our sect flag. and when we finish a task at a station we get to choose a material and they all had weird names like "just take" so you don't really know what you choose until you see the material itself. after we did our flag, we played wet and dirty games. all the stations were fine except for the first. it's called love from hell and you have to catch things like milo or curry or sauce that were packed in plasic bags dropped from somewhere. then i think we had dinner and get to wash up.
Tuesday played taboo before breakfast. and after that played quite a number of games like concentration which si rong lost like 30 times in that day. then played thousand miles eyes and i will never forget the scary poster, ping pong ball as fishball, malay reading chinese newsapaper and more. played who wants to be a mantou-aire in LT then played battle of the sexes also. i strongly feel that the females won both in mantous and in the cheering. but it was fun debating about the colours of the wine because it totally didn't feel like a memory game anymore. after that was night walk which i didn't go because i don't have the guts to face the ghost.
Wednesday played games out of school and our sect super creative. can complete all the task. like posing like a model in tampiness mall for 30 sec, and we did it in the bus just by putting a piece of paper that says "tampiness mall" on the window. then had wet games in school and this time i got soaked through out. then final clash at the field. played with water bombs then something like musical chairs. so during these two games all the sects made a lot of water bombs. so the final clash ended up with everyone bombing one another. after that changed to sl shirt then took pictures and headed for dinner at cpf.
~ you're everything I need
Sunday, March 22, 2009 3/22/2009 11:55:00 PM
i'm a busy little girl. well not very little but my brain is not the age of an eighteen age old. anyways did quite a lot today. had church then settle costume for dance 2 then youth then cell then dance practice until 6. then went home and pack my stuff for sl camp tomorrow. if i have free time will take pictures there. settled my gaming stuff and typed out the main information for tp pep.g and sent it quite last minute. really tired now and i'm sorry left leg. because you look like you got wacked by a wooden pole or something.
~ you're everything I need
Saturday, March 21, 2009 3/21/2009 09:50:00 PM
wanted to actually write about steph today. wanted to write about how steph can be a shopaholic and shop no matter whether she is angry, happy, depressed, excited, emo, or any other emotions there is in this world. and the reason to why i had the thought of writing about her is because of nuffnang is giving away 50 pairs of ticket to the movie confessions of a shopaholic. but it will be on 24 march 2009 when i'm in camp. so free ticket or not, i will still be going to some cinema and watch confessions of a shopaholic when it comes out.
anyways, i can too be a shopaholic (when i have the money). speaking of shopping, i did do a little shopping at the NTUC to get some drinks and cereal bar. and i feel that i'm not blond anymore. although saying that i'm not blond just make myself sound more blond and bimbo. never mind, at least i'm a smarter blond who knows how to shop for daily necessities.
~ you're everything I need
Thursday, March 19, 2009 3/19/2009 01:18:00 AM
my eyelids weigh like 100 tons but i'm still not going to sleep yet. after dance today and discussion with joyce. i am really shock and stress at how little time we are left with. so i'm going to spend tomorrow focusing on dance and nothing else. but then when i reach home, i search for ballet videos, saw one, got traumatise and closed the window.
i had a weird dream about a few people that i know. i came up with a conclusion after that. "all that you think will last, will not. what you think will be beneath you, will triumph over you."
~ you're everything I need
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 3/17/2009 10:17:00 PM
really exhausting myself out with so many activites. had yfc the whole day but my mind was off during certain periods of the day. i sometimes feel bad for thinking the way i did. but there is no point in forcing myself when my heart is not willing. but no worries, i will always love you and put in all my effort for you. how i wish some day i will be on the stage alone with the crowd cheering after i do my final pose.
~ you're everything I need
Sunday, March 15, 2009 3/15/2009 10:59:00 PM
i seriously enjoy church today. the sermon today and a small booklet i saw after meeting really wake me up. and i also suddenly treasure life so much more after the movie. even though this is singapore who many people think is save, you will never know what will happen the next day, or even the next minute. i know it's a bit scary but there is still a possibility that you might die the next day. nobody will know, only God. the only thing you can do is to really change from the inside out.
~ you're everything I need
Saturday, March 14, 2009 3/14/2009 09:52:00 PM
dance the whole day and finally finished 100% dance 1. elisa look so scary with clutches. she can still be so rough with her knee injured. i not her mother i also get heart attack from her actions. anyways i'm here at my aunt's house and i saw one of my clothing that i use to wear when i was a kid. it was a ppg's shirt with bubbles. blossom and buttercup in front. so cute right.
~ you're everything I need
3/14/2009 12:47:00 AM
i seriously have no idea why i'm getting so upset for. because ultimately i'm not the person in charge. even if i am people still treat me as if i'm not there and make the decision with some other people who are supposedly not the ones in charge. then what do i do? sit in one corner and emo? or just stand there and ignore those who are not listening? ok, i will just do what i'm supposed to do and since people are unwilling to at least let me have a bit of the opinion, i'm so not gonna panic when things don't get done.
~ you're everything I need
Thursday, March 12, 2009 3/12/2009 11:36:00 PM
had a long long day today. after the session ended we play board games and it was super fun. i played soccer sitting down and laughing until my abs hurt. and then play loot which is also quite fun but requires thinking. an area which i'm lacking or not so good at. then started with another game which is a bit like mind games. or when we started on level 2 characters or when we played using all the characters, i really stuck at what to do. why? because i cannot remember all the characters and what they do. secondly, i'm suck at observing. thirdly, people like andy, you really cannot judge a book by its cover. lastly, everyone knows who is what character, as for me? i'm still sitting there and guess. after that went to eat claypot rice and meet samantha for the top that i bought from her. and we had a miscommunication of the meeting place. end up she took a cab to hougang mrt then met her. i feel so guilty, lucky she never charge me more or worse still, ask me take a cab to where she is. will go and rest now. so that i will have energy tomorrow. it's because you are my best friend that's why i understand how you feel. even though you said no i will not force you. because i don't want to be sad when the time comes i will still hope for that day.
~ you're everything I need
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 3/11/2009 08:32:00 PM
not really happy with my results at all. no wait. change it to i'm not even willing to look at my results and think of school. but then again. i should be happy that i did not fail and still have the chance to buck up and do well next school year. will try not to emo at all. sometimes i feel that the songs that children at sunday school sing are better because the children sing with their heart. reliving my childhood today.
~ you're everything I need
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 3/10/2009 11:14:00 PM
had fun today at yfc though i nearly miss my stop at lavender if i didn't want to open my mouth to ask which stop are we at now. today really made me feel that it wasn't a waste of time going because all the people there are sincere and nice. and i'm glad that there are still nice people in poly even though my experience at poly life suck big time. but i'm not gonna sulk about the mean people but i'm going to be happy about the nice people. but the tp people there brought me a bad news - tomorrow getting result )=
~ you're everything I need
Monday, March 9, 2009 3/09/2009 09:17:00 PM
watched the fourth episode of superstar express. the more i look at george hu the cuter he looks. whatever he wears in that show makes him even cuter. he has the ang moh and preppy look. and his role in superstar express just makes him cuter with all that lollipop eating and smiling so sweetly at raine. even when he calls momo also SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!
~ you're everything I need
Sunday, March 8, 2009 3/08/2009 09:26:00 PM
after church and cell and everything went to ngee ann and played touch rugby and frisbee for like 2 hours. on the bus ride home my leg is already starting to ache and feel soft. think it's time to cut my nails and stop adding unnecessary injury to others. think my ankle loosened up a little with all that running. finally got the chance to play touch rugby after seeing tp touch rugby team and envy the girls playing cause they look super chio when they are playing. not in the mood to even play facebook anymore. will go and rest my muscles.
~ you're everything I need
Saturday, March 7, 2009 3/07/2009 10:42:00 PM
yeah!. today we super efficient. done with the first dance. but then i think joyce and i only got excited after we completed the last part. can't wait for everything to be finished. dancing with nice people make me love dance even more. (=
~ you're everything I need
3/07/2009 12:45:00 AM
just got back from dance. really hope that nothing will go wrong and every practice will be a fruitful one.
~ you're everything I need
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 3/04/2009 11:06:00 PM
looks like recession is really affecting everyone now huh. its not only affecting businesses, its affecting schools too!!! bevely updated me on arts fiesta this year. and i seriously got shocked. ARTS FIESTA GOT POSTPONED TO MAY!!!!!!!!!! no thats not the shocking bit. get prepared.... THEY ARE GOING TO HOLD IT IN THE SCHOOL HALL?????!!!!! huh? i thought hougang sec is government school? then why is it being affected too? i seriously don't know what the answer is. anyways i will still go. i really pity the students now. heard that the principal is not very school and came from a lousy school. don't ask me which school i have no idea. and they are going to hold prom night in the school hall. the economy that bad huh? if i'm still a student there i rather hold a year end party somewhere then spend the night in the school hall. few more interesting information for you. heard that they are going to ban handphones as well. and install cctv in every class and toilet. not very sure of how accurate the info is. still, if a school has to do all this, meaning that there is something wrong with the students right. even though i already knew that the students were turning from bad to worse before i left, didn't know that things will really go this bad. if the students really are that hopeless, i really hope that they get punished for things like underage smoking. AND...
AND...
AND...
OMG!!!!!!!!!
I THINK THEY GONNA CHANGE THE GIRLS' UNIFORM. THEN ALL HAVE TO WEAR PANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
think the change will be next year. can't wait to see the new look. who asked you students to smoke and skip lessons and do all these stupid things. oh. and ann please go to this year's art fiesta.
~ you're everything I need
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 3/03/2009 02:33:00 AM
went out to see the doctor for my leg again. this time it wasn't that bad. and stayed at home the whole day and slack and wasted my time playing fun games. (=
~ you're everything I need
Sunday, March 1, 2009 3/01/2009 10:22:00 PM
after dance yesterday went to aunt's house to stayover. during the bus ride suddenly thought about whether i should get a car license or not. but after thinking don't really feel like trying out at all. because 1. i do not have a sense of direction at all. 2. with my superbad memory i will not be able to recognise roads and how to go to a certain place. 3. i will have to reach home before the sun sets. why? 4. i cannot even see the road at night. how to drive? 5. if i want to drive can. drive so slowly so that i can see the signs at the side of the road telling me which way to go. 6. i might even appear on news because i'm blocking the way. so i sort of decided it will be best to get a bf/husband that can drive. felt so bad when i reach my aunt's house. cause i'm like making others wait for me and by the time i reach is like 11 plus. don't think i will get a job this holiday. it's only 1 and a half months and i can foresee myself being involved in quite a feel things mainly 1. my exercise 2. church dance 3. church (other committments) 4. my intelligence 5. SL camp!!! there might be other things i will be involved in but are not in my mind right now. so how to get money? don't eat. or cook instant noodles.
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